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>> Monday, August 31, 2009

i am strong, thats what people think of me most of the time. but my heart can be very weak when things do not go well esp things tat mean a lot to me.
jus happened lately, there are two things that i wanted to give up so much cz i am rly rly tired of it.
i want to go back to the beginning and start all over again due to some reasons.
i give myself so many reasons to give up this job and to let go somebody.
i think negatively and put things aside without thinkin of the consequences.
i felt myself so stupid and think like a 10 years old children.
i never give myself enough time to think like an adult and make the right decision before i act like i already know wat i am supposed to do this and that.
it s jus so silly to give up soemthing you like so much and pretend you didnt like it tat much.
in fact ho, it just started, it s just the starting and who told me to stop?(issit the opposite side of myee?)
things will only get worst if i continue to think that way.
i am jus afraid i would ve done soemthin i nvr want to and make myself regret.

dissapoinment came acros me a month ago. it s hard to let go soemthin "different". especially whn it happened in the right time right place and right ppl. u want it but u ll nvr have it?
A fren asked, “so, 你是觉得不负气吗还是不肝炎?“ both also not. jiu shi bu she de...

All these are nt important anymore cz i alr have my decision. i m nt giving up anything. not either one. dan ran, wo ye bu hui kek yi de zuo ren he dong xi rang ta zhi dao. shun qi zhi ran jiu hao. this is what i want. ji hui shi bu yong shuo chu kou, zhi ji dong jiu hao. Bella says, ai qing shi ke yi hen wei da de. haha.. who can? me? alamak, im just nineteen.
what is love.. ==


gdnite lar

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>> Saturday, August 29, 2009

今天竟然让我遇见你还有她 (:

i take back my word, 认识你并不是一件坏事

after tat night, i tot i will take up my courage and tell everything but you know what, in the end, i failed to do so. i change my mind in the last minute and remain silent for 20 minutes and everything was back to normal again. i guess, thats what i can do and the only choice that i can make. so tat my heart would feel better. there are things not to say you want , then you will have it. more to consider. i just want you, you and I 好过点。。



gdnite lor..

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>> Friday, August 28, 2009

i ve been out frm day to night, not jus today but almost everyday. am i psycho or wat?! it's so tiring and excitin at the same time. ah! this month, a "wonderful" month.

watched District 9. Aliens. dont look like alien but ugly creature. disgusting.
great dine at a cafe i dunothenameoftherestaurant. heh
thanks kc fr bringin me to petronas. ha

i am blank _____. continue later.



HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST SUPERMAN!!
you know i luv u (:
may dady good health , wealth n happiness always be with you :D

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>> Wednesday, August 26, 2009



21th.. celebrated myun bday at look out point in mahkota cheras.
i duno starbuck got sell cakes also lor..heh...delicious fruity cakes. :D
hope u like the present we bought (:

my eye bag is getting worst and worst!!
bought some masks few days ago, consider very cheap masks,
dont know if they work or not..hah.. i think i need to sleep MORE lar..


and who is John? form1? sglong? :D guessing....tell me who are u lar..


went to book fest in klcc today.
i spent rm140 on books, files, etc...
too bad i was in a hurry, to meet somebody in puchong,, otherwise
i would ve spent more than tat.. hah..
i wanan go again..
akay, i am quite happy with it ...
thnks myew for ur day.. hah :D
to be continued ...




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can you keep a secret?

>> Thursday, August 20, 2009

dangdang~
it's friday tomorrow. how nice rite? but to me it's not. coz i hav to earn money tmr. hah.. kidding..
today is so hot and cold. noon is hot! we went to visit superman in the afternoon coz i miss him a lot, he's still and always busy with his work and its already a biasa thing to me. hah.. nice vintage with a varieties of liquar.. i tried some too. some taste so yuck i tell you. and met some uncles thr.. wan to intro some lengzai boys to me. tQ uncles. although i m still available. ha. we had our lunch somewhr nearby, i forgot the name of the restaurant. ahh, the chicken taste so good. lately, i m gettin into more places knowing more places tat not everybody knows.tehehe.. with h1n1, am i riskin my life?

back to movie, by the time we arrive cp, decided to catch up a movie at jusco selatan. duno wat to watch , i saw orphan. first day screening in any cinema. this movie, is so unpredictable. and opposite of wat i ve thought of the story. character especially. a must watch movie lar... Esther, i wanna get rid of her face frm my head! i duno why, lookin at her , remmeberin her face made me felt horrible :S i duno wat i m thinkin right now. :S

before we entered into room8, i share somethin with my grandma. i told her wat Andy(yesterda's guy) told me and tat he had special eyes , he could see soemthin we couldnt see!
grandma shouted at me and told me why said those to her.coz i scared her already.:S:S XDXD i am not trin to scare her lerr...just wanted to see her laugh but how knows, she's really scared by me. lols.. sry mahmah. it was only two of us when we opened the door,grandma was so funny, she asked me not to go in first, and wait some people to reach then we follow. HAHAHA

drove to mahkota to dabao somethin back home to eat.. all of a sudden, the sky turn so darl, lightning infront us(i ask grand what light is tat), VERY strong wind, and thunder. there's no rain tat time. while grandma waited for her foods, i went to buy some breads to eat. while choosin, tat bread auntie mumbled and said something to me. this is what she said, " not to worry too much, it wont be long, the wind will gone later... you dont have to be scare, you dont fan them, they wont fan you. they are here to protect us". @!$#%$^%$#$ how i react? tat time, i just nod my head and said yes lar yes lar. in cantonese. before i left, tat auntie asked me, "do you know today is what day?". i answered, "yes, today is cho 1 ma". then she said, "now you know why it's like tat?". i was a lil bit blur tat time. and then she told me, "today is the 1st day of month 7". #$%&%^(* i felt terrified. even i am writin this, i felt terrified.

i am goin to kelana jaya tmr. 3 days. pray i get more sales and things go smoothly no matter where and when :D ivan just called asked if i would like to follow to banting on the 29th and 30th. i jus agreed. i am goin further and further away from cheras. my god. hahah.. i tot i could enjoy my last 3 days holidays , now no more lor... :( quite sad though but it's okay. i can hav fun time everywhere anywhere anytime :)

i need soemone to remind me to pay for my next semester fees! so tat i cna remind my superman.wahah..

also, i trim my hair and rebond it. heh... quite satisfied this time. best is it's so much cheaper than previous i had tried at any of the saloons. thanks momo and myew and tae for accompany me. FOR 5 HOURS! :D i hope the melaka trip we plan works out too. heh.. great hols :S
and the gang we plan for badminton.

quite into mag like vivi, popteen, those jap mag lately. all the pretty models, clothings and all are so attractive. too bad, i cant read chinese . waste 16 bucks jus to see pictures bah.? ha



alright, till here thn , sayonara blog.


wear mask peeps. for everyone sake.

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mixing emotions.
心痛。

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>> Monday, August 17, 2009



look. my tongjie+biu jie so dek han. ask me to send her a pixcha then she edit somethin in.
complaint time. MY HIPS, MY BUTTOCK, MY FEETS, MY TOES, AND MY HEAD... so tired eh... stand whole day... talk with strangers( i like talkin to strangers)... meet new frens( esp frens next booth0-this time is P1max) lols..
mtv+eason conccert<>
nmad!! sales are everywhere. i ve been bein too patient this few months. and i think my patient has reached the max. hah.. 90%? ha.. nothing to shop actually, but no choice, i gotto get myself a pair of better shoes again. coz the one i m wearing cannot be worn anymore. :( my frens knw i dun like choosin shoes and buying thm. but hey, i think i need to be more lady lar..and start to like shoes more. heh.. and start collect thm. LOLS. princess meh hor? ha.. and i spotted a bad. it's purple in color. sling bag. almost the same design like the one i am using right now but slightly smaller and nicer. heh.. 158. buy or not...hmm... what else... and dress! i need a dress for the comin annual diner(was wonderin if confirm i get the ticket cz things might get wrng if done improperly). == was tot of not goin at first....coz of certain reasons... but since friday.... i chnage my mind again and decided to go and join the dine. coz it's only once a year, why missed it! and it's a good chance to meet those JB, and others :D tats what everyone says ..heh..and its good to see and meet them once. XD shld be around 500 people will attend. i was a lil silly not to say, they say wan..i shld ve booked earlier in case even i am absent also. i got 2 tickets actaully coz i fight for it ..hah..but i dont know who to ask to go with me...i mean yeah...a lot to ask but i duno.... so i just get myself one first and go with them. and the theme is "Malaysia Culture Wear". need to wear malay custome.god..last year was formal , this year is so weird.hah..not bad though... more special but i duno wat to wear? i hope to see one wears sari !!! or kadazan custom! :DDD bt definately i wont be wearin those. hah... whr is my gutXD
and a pouch! lols. costly ... but its okay... (: i think its worth , nvr really intop this kind of socialise party before :S young and old. so many ppl.
uni...heard some frens said some started to interview already. so early.. or i am late?! i duno.
talked abt my papers.. cma sucks. i had the feelin tat i ll fail for this sub. i hope my feelin is wrng this time. i dont hope to fail any even i get a C would be fine. i dun mind coz it is cma.heee... not my worng all , is the lecturer problem. not pointin the finger on her but i think the way she teach rly ...bad... i miss marcia teachin... and sobana.
i wan to continue wrting... but my fingers....is complainin already.. i have to stop. hah..before it get freeze
so far, 15.5+7 = 22.5.

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-hoi sam- icecream ...

>> Wednesday, August 12, 2009

yum~~

scary "wa wa gong zai" on the left

cannt see my pimples alr ==


我喜欢!
"pao bing"... ho chak!! tong jie got member card. 20% .. :DDD
wanna go thr again



first time tong jie stayed overnight here. unbelievable hor...19 years we growth up togther i am the only who usually stayed at her hse(ah yi's house). after bis paper, half way, she called and asked to go to kepong. -- was drizzlin but i need to see her so i find her. had diner over there then drove to 1u for a walk. had some foods and desserts. happier.. sometimes its true tat sweet things can make one's feel happier. go home..took a warm shower..chatted until 3am.. get scolded by her for the whole day somemore. sob. i know,she scold bcoz she care. shlndn bring her home, kena scold somemore. so sad. but nvm, i still luv her...
currently revisin for mot eassay. aihs..boring sub..
decided to take 2 weeks off for myself. which means right after the last paper, i will take 3 days work in pyramid. then startin on monday, i am free. maybe its good to me.
gmabate!


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有朋友真好。。

>> Sunday, August 9, 2009

plim's 09 bday...






a lot of things had happened in these short few days.
Here, this blog used to be my best companion and a place to heal but this time had failed to heal my feeling.
幸好有你们... xiexie.
i always tot i was strong in fact i m so weak tis time.
i believe everything happens for a reason. there's nothing that cannot be solved.
myee, jiayou!

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