Listen to My Heart...

2010-01-03T09:36:00.002+08:00

my second public blog is this

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2010-01-01T21:03:00.005+08:00

its been a month or two since i rly sat on the sofa in the living room and watch a movie.. usually during this hour thats either i was doin my stuff outside or hanging out with frens or workin in the counter. i even missed out my fav show "mou gik han" from the first show till the end.. but luckily enuf, i got to watch the final replay today in wahlaitoi hehe :D cartoonnetwork super yeng loh..heh.. and the BBox boy Shwan if i am not mistaken?! how did he do that??! with all the sounds mix? luv it.
otherthan that, i teman my bak leong today to jusco selatan bo buy couzies's new year cloths. it was so packed and i kept yawning, maybe lack of slp or slp too much i ve got no idea.. shun bian visit stephy at speedy and bought clannad dvd's season 1 and 2 + soundtracks!! yeahhh!!
back to new year..hw did i celebrate my new yearr? hmm..as planned, we had diner at shogun and crazy takin photos.. and i think shogun foods is way better than some othr buffer. one of it is jogoya i must say... maybe the foods quality had downgrade alr compare to last time.. after dine, we continue our nxt session to myew hse and tae hse to watch movie.. everyone was tired alr...i was not excluded..

this will be the last post for 2009

2009-12-31T00:35:00.003+08:00

this is really weird. and suprised me. the other day, i went to visit my ah gu at gleneager. i dun feel nervous or hands swt when i go inside the hospital. i even dare to go to the lift by myself and buy 100plus. (: good job myee! kononlah,, takut hantu!! just like yesterday night, while i drove home alone, the car was silent, and i takut tengok the back mirror! very quiet the road....scare lah.... haish... oky, my ah gu, he got heart attacked, and he's in hdc now, critical and very serious condition. Sad for ah gu family members and his loved one.. doctor said he ll leave us anytime... i hope ah gu's son Ah Leong will see and read the star newspaper and come back home~to see ah gu for the last time..

today will be the last day for 2009. quick rite...
New Year, will always be a better year... :))))
more joy, more luck, more income, and most importantly, good health!

Happy New Year!

1st Gathering smkcp choir members

2009-12-28T03:47:00.005+08:00

it's nice to have a gathering once in a bluemoon.. FB does keep us all connected but its different if we could see each other face to face. its nice to see them again after so long..talk craps all the way.. heh.. more people came than i expect... quite lookin frward fr the nxt gather....

2009-12-27T11:44:00.001+08:00

battery is running low, i ve gt to rush and finish typing before it shuts down hehee.. guess where am i nw? came to tae's house play yest night, watched the davincci code. i went to sleep half way(not even half)...they continue to watch The Island. until wat time i dont know. everyone is still sleeping like pig now except me and koh playing his shooting games. hehe.. currently puttin on earphone and listenin to wedding dress on the ttplayer. so sweat..xD

my christmas this year is quite speciaal..quiet and peaceful...together with my bffs and coll frens.. maybe because we ve tried out too many plans already, now we hardly can think of goin anywhr or even plan for an activity hehe..

will have a gathering tonight at wong kok. waiting others to confirm the time.
gotto stop here. ta!

wake them up wake them up! xD

2009-12-23T02:21:00.006+08:00

had an appointement today with mak for lunch supposed but ended up at 3 shopping malls which are at subang area, he vry familiar with. unlike me, vry unfamilar with PJ road. same thing, gossips and eat eat eat! most of the time our topics is relate with wat we are doin right now. quite serious stuff to talk about but we just have to. hah.. headed to sunway to survey some stuffs and suddenly thought of crocs which i thought of getting myself one. went into crocs shop and same as midv, no more stock. that sales person ask us to try subang parade. took us 15min to reach there. dun have my size. was in between size 5 and 7. "lucky" me huh.. the sales person was quite helpful though checked for me and she said ioi and 1U got my size! oh yayy.. mak said ioi lah since its near. finally, got it. i feel so great now~~ and mak is happy too becos he get to see such a cute kitty shoes!! hahah.. i guess, this is the first time i buy a shoe buy until so happy..vry different....and it is CUTE! so cute arr ..meow meow...

reached home... wait superman home and everyone starts our meal..great dine.. bak leong and ah yi said i goin 20 already in the year of 2010. haihs.. why so quick?! i can feel the pressure lah.. i keep denyin it and said i am only 19. and i told superman, "pls dont take me as an adult age of 20 can?". continue take me as a 19year old gal but dun treat me as a kid. he said, "okay". hah.. the feeling is great. i feel great today. hope tmr, the day after tmr..and the following days, months, years also a great great one.

oh yea..one more thing, would like to remind all my dear drens and readers here, please and PLEASE becareful and be alert when driving.. please... i received a bad news frm my ah yi today tat her cousin sis husband was passed away just now in a car accident. left 4 childrens and a wife here and her family was jus average. more sad cases, this year was a bad year for ah yi's family side. 2 uncles and 1 auntie was passed away due to cancer. and 3 was passed away too because of car accident. shock me and unbelievable. RIP

2009-12-22T02:16:00.006+08:00

其实要坚持并不是一件容易的事. 耐心..等..好几次當我想要放弃的時候, 我會告訴自己，請等等! 當我沒有耐心想要continue下去的時候,我會告訴自己請多想想! 要做就不要怨,要怨就不要做.. 当然,我不想强迫自己. 这就是为什么我给自己一些时间来放松和思考.. 在2010年,是我的新开始.年龄变老,时间传递速度更快.他说的是正确的,年轻就是金钱.对我来说,没有什么比它更重要.我多么希望我能得到这一切在很短的时间内完成,实在不容易.机会已经出现,只是取决于我是否愿意与否.. 事实上我已经接受了它.. 现在,每天当我醒来告訴自己,要勇於面對每一件事..and think positively.

2009-12-21T13:19:00.002+08:00

back. from pangkor island, had some good time there. the only thing tat quite dissapointed me was snorkellin.. overall was okay. enjoyed myself.

christmas is near. thought of making some xmas cards..

managed to make 2. cant think of any already. @@

2009-12-11T23:45:00.003+08:00

wo yao ai zhi ji duo yi dian..

i want to love myself more..

how to love myself more? treat myself with the best, take care of my own skin by sleeping early( i knw i wouldnt be able to do this but i ll try at least), go for facial, eat more fruits, drink more water, and drink more soup. buy myself some lotion, treat myself to eat some good things which i seldom to so, fast food is a big no no! keep myself in a good image no matter in dressing or hair style, in conclusion, love myself more starting from now on.

decide to join the pangkor trip with my bffs. a lot of things to do ! oh yay!

myee, gdluck!

2009-12-11T23:15:00.004+08:00

this girl ar.. i really beh tahan her. you know why? she did somethin rly out of my expect and made me forced to do somethin i never expect i ll do it. although she's a bit rude sometimes, but i like her because of her sincerity and being so straight forward to herself and also to some ppl around her. i truly apreaciate for what she had done to me yesterday night when i was really down and heart broken. my heart totally break into pieces when i get to know my answer frm the person once i loved before. This gal said to me, " sad 1 day is enuf!". do you know what she ask me to do, after i told her how i feel? she asked me to call the guy and asked him whether he love me or not!? i never thought i would hav the gut to do such thing!! where does the gut comes from?!! we were talking in the msn, she asked me to "GO!". i told her i am scared. she said, "dont worry, she ll always be here with me". AND she started counting down "10,9,8,7,6,5........1 GO!" i hold tightly my mobile staring at the guy name and then i called. i really called! it was 2.30am tat time. he answered my call. Finally, i got my answer. i couldnt let go becoz i didnt get my answer. now i got my answer alr and decision was made. i m rly proud of myself this time. although the ending is not like wat i wish to be like but it doesnt mean its not good to me. to the reality, its a very good start to me and also everyone. and also those who rly care fr me. i realize these few months i ve been ignoring somebody or someone tat rly do care abt me but i didnt notice all the while becoz my heart was already with somebody else. feelin guilty bt tats no use of feelin this way. i think i shld start apreaciate those who rly apreciate me and give a chance for myself. never try never know. right gal(u know who u r)? my current status nw shld be single and available. looking for mr.right in the future.. ofcos, he has to be good looking enuf, smarter than me, independent not dependent, mature as in future planning, fun, social, and most importantly know how to love.

its nice to hav frens beside when i need them, i knw they ll always be there for me. xiexieni.

2009-12-09T00:53:00.004+08:00

jenn and i. she has a vryy cuteee whitepoodle *_*

snake arnd at oneU.
mystery feelin.. angels are all arnd..?
heard my fren say more cupids n angels at the curve~ i wanna go!

2009-12-08T01:03:00.002+08:00

cham la cham la..
.. >__<
i am not god, i wont know what u r thinking if you dont say anythin..
i am just a normal girl full of questions now but i dont care much abt u already.
only like this i ll be happier.
when i was here waiting, you didn come to me
when i no longer want you to come fr me, and you'd come. what is this?!!!
hmm..anyhw, i felt great things re like tat (:
at least i knw i am something to you...

long way to go, i cn feel tis... bless me.

2009-12-06T15:16:00.005+08:00

i am a vry random person i realize. very ramdom tat type. i can tell you i wan to do this now and the next few second i ll change. does this means i am one tat has no own decision? i hope i am not. its hard for me to change to not become random. Mr.Joseph said, "nobody can change us, our parents or our frens, except ourself". We re just influence by them and we re the only one that has our own thoughts and just us can change ourself to become better.

what else?coincidentally yesterday and last friday, two frens claims tat i had no sense of direction?(mei you fang xiang gan). i cannot differentiate left and right. fr example,tat friday when i was at my fren's office, i out frm the toilet and there were left and right turn to back to the room, i took the wrng turn. this is jus one example. i cannt take this example and prove i m one tat has no fong hiong gam! hah..

it's hard to find someone or a fren tat has same interest and desire with me. we all have diff future plans, and its all becoz of our different thoughts. it is nice when i can talk to someone like me and we can do things we like together, especially things tat relate with future and life. (eg:money and people). i am more realistic now compare to the old me. i dont like sayin certain topics already, i find myself vry fast get annoyed with those topics espcially whn we had no common interest...

Now i am no longer care abt what people think of me or say abt me. miracle rite? i ask myself, "why?how come you dont care anymore, i tot the old myee would always care?" haha.. i knw why already lar. because she dont take this small things as a big thing in her life already. she sees further than it and also, becos there more important things to be seen other than this small little thing...

gtg. gaming session. V_V

read this yest becos i was bored after back home. no ending though.. :(

2009-12-05T23:29:00.014+08:00

2009-12-05T23:16:00.003+08:00

at batu feringgi. with eTiQa frens

first time play with the jetski and banana boat. fun!

this is maycy!

sunnie, stephanie, nicole and i.

2009-12-05T09:53:00.003+08:00

I think i m going to join a new company soon! DMCM also known as digital media consultancy and management. DSG network is what i am gonna work for. vry brief, DMCM is a co. tat work for advertising and also provide guarantee sales volume back to their clients. this is whr DSG plays their role here. vry attractiv to me and i m liking it. honestly i do nt hav much knowlegde or experience in direct selling, my family dont work for this field, and i never try it before and this is my first time! idk people will cheat me or not or will i cheat by them or not i cannot guarantee but hopefully dont let tis happen to me lar..hah.. nth much to talk this co., or hw it works,plus i dun feel like writin everythin out here. in conclusion, RESULTS is what i am looking for. tats it.
1 more month till my year2 semester 1.vry excited n lookin forward to those tough subjs and new people! was actually plannin something. mostly my work and studies. Time management is vry crucial to me now! its vry important. BALANCE is what i want. and i wan to see hw i work for both and results! i do not want myself just by saying with no results. ( THIS IS WAT I WAN IT TO BE LIKE SO FAR).
oh yeah, i attended etiqa takaful 2days1night seminar yest at seri pacific hotel. not bad, overall was okay. the speakers were great especially joseph,Jo! he's a vry good speaker and i learned a lot frm him.
mem are more visualise than women, women are more kinesthetic than men. i have both you know?!

2009-12-02T16:31:00.004+08:00

1/12/09
its first of decemeber. so fast hor?AND im gettin older day after day. i shld think in the positive way no? mm..
woke up early mornin, get scolded by grandma while i was still slping :S:S after few times shouted by her i finally got myself out frm the bed lols. my wrng! i deserved it! :(
rush rush rush to kajang to renew my passport! guess wat, it shifted to bangi liao. sigh! big sigh.
called few people and thn i drove home drop mahmah. went to pick up myew and continue our journey to bangi. == aiyor, memang tiring. *collapsed*pity myew terpaksa teman me to do my passport thing. nyway, thank you.
my passprt reached d expired date which is 2months ago six days after my brithdate. either i choose to pay rm100 for 2 years or rm300 last for 5 years. luckily the good guy told me abt kios machine (express machine) so tat i dont need to wait for 4, 5 , or 6 hours till my turn! first of all, my patient has limit. i rather pay a lil bit more and save more time. although i was nt rushin for anywhr lar tat time butbut i still think its the same. 2 or 5 yrs... hmm... watever it is its done! woohoo.. settled.. but more to come.... sigh.. people people...
night, watched christmas carol and 2012. my bad my bad! i fell asleep while watchin these two great movies.. :( T___T i paid to sleep... i missed the critical part in 2012!! shythe betul.. nvm..
got my results alr. got 68 for FM and 61 for BS. my BS is rly ewww..

thats it... jumpin happily out frm this bed and enjoy d yummy chocolates frm usbezkistan! my souvinier frm my frens (: and almonds! vry hard almond! xp

2009-12-01T01:01:00.005+08:00

At VS (usj) delicious and costly. nice place gd ambience

at bukit tinggit jusco..

this is wat we called "paradise"

2009-11-26T00:30:00.005+08:00

original price was rm118 after discount rm69.90 :S

exp but worth it.

this is wat i got for my lil sis n bro in the bk fair.

good for both

whether its in real life or edu ^^

i ve to complain again. my feet!

it hurts.. sobsob

standing is a good exercise, painful. hahah.

nw i knw hw much i hate to stand xD

4 more days to go yoh!

2009-11-26T00:03:00.005+08:00

Timetable for 2010 Sem 1

2009-11-17T15:16:00.001+08:00

Monday
BRM - Lecture 8-11
FA2 - Lecture 2-5

Tuesday
MA1 - Tuto 9.30-11
FA2 - Tuto 11-12.30
MA1 - Lecture 2-5

Wednesday
Audit 1 – Lecture 9.30-12.30

Thursday
Audit – Tuto 8-9.30
BRM tuto 9.30-11

You and I

2009-11-17T02:27:00.002+08:00

beautiful~

watched the forth kind yesterday with xmin kann and kc,
actually we planned to watch 2012 or The time traveler's wife wan but,
2012 was sold out as we thought, the time traveler was nt screen in J.selatan.
when only can watch these two movies?
i am waiting...

my diner tonight was mcd. sis heard mcd and she wants me to
bring her thr tmr! hah..i cannot ffk her..:S
gonna brin her thr tmr..
my sis, i saw her today she look like me whn i was young!
i dont see it until today! @@

what to blog about?
...
i had fun playin mahjon,games,movies,eatin,musics,mags,chats,FB,
and followup..
wat else can i do?

2009-11-13T20:24:00.004+08:00

shop till drop!

i thought i can control myself frm not buyin any clothings

but i cant!

know why?

bcos they r too pretty to me.... :S:S

a big hole in my pocket!! :DDDD

shoppin is rly nice!

2009-11-11T14:08:00.003+08:00

arranging the alphabets from a to z. i dont knw how to start!

2009-11-06T01:07:00.003+08:00

yesterday while walkin around at midv.. pass by some mini shops saw some jingle bells xmas things, another year is gonna pass again. so fast! i wish for dreams come true evry year but not once dream come true :S maybe my dream is too big to be true. so this year i gonna make an earlier wish.... make sure this time turns to be true kay dear santa?*kisses*

1. i wish i had......

2. i wish someday....

3. i wish i can....

4. i wish everyone...

oh yeah!! not too greedy. top up one on the 24th :D

what i want list

2009-11-06T00:47:00.005+08:00

things i want:

-htc
-nikon
-anna sui
-more miss selfridges
-chanel handbag

and

save $$ for civic (: taadaah

2009-11-06T00:34:00.004+08:00

cy & jennifer ( this auntie very geng !)

color sand made by de xiu muimui n didi

here's bukit mentarjam jusco

playin bingo XD

organisor of d counter chris

haha

playing zombies thr! so enjoy

nice :D pretty cars

3/11/09

2009-11-04T03:12:00.003+08:00

2009-11-04T02:24:00.006+08:00

i cant believe tat i actually can survive in such places..

erm..the owner is back! hoho

1 word, great.
had some good time in bukit mentarjam and around gurney. i ve been living in msia for 19 years and this is the second time i been to thr! :S the foods were great cheap but small amount.nyway i felt satisfied. (:
the ppl thr mostly speak hokkien and mandarin and my hokkien is so lao pek. i hardly can interact with the people thr! hah! luckily i stil managed to use my fluent mandarin to communicate with my clients. *paise*
ofocz, the purpose to thr is not hunt for foods only although its part of it. the main purpose is to work. haha. weekdays were bad. unlike kl u know? was so silent in the shoppin mall durin weekdays. so we jus laze around and play some games. thn only starts on fri sat n sun. total only 8 units back. kinda bad huh but sitll okay. top sales of all== unbelievable huh. this is a war to me :S scary~~~ wuuu
oh yeah! the char kui teow! and the yummy muar kee. awww super nice! can i hav it here i wondeR?
on the first few days we stayed at a doublestorey hse. hwever we shifted to a bangolow due to some reasons. few frens kena nightmare so we changed. lucky me, kena nth. lols..
told'y home is the best(:
spend the last day at autocity n batu feringgi. the water is so so dirty and browish. first time played banana boat n jetski. :S:S why so many first time? huh!
well, things get smoother after some time. i think i can manage my client n filings much better alr and i know-hw-to-do follow up alr. this thing has been botherin me for so longggg and cause so many problems to me! u knw hw much i hate it! thx guanyin ma, bless me. tq~ xiexie~ doh jeh~ terima kasih~
the mines book fair is coming. and i am gonna work for the hwole 10 days at the bk fair! goshhh 10 days oh....will i die from tiredness?! u know i know i cannot torture myself like that. but if it can make myself happier thn it doesnt matter anymore :D *excited*
i missed out some outings. esp hallow party! u knw hw much i ve been waitin for this party since so many years ago!? ofcoz, thr r always things to be sacrificed in order to gain othr things. see! gonna wait for nxt year again. *kns*

had steamboats at serdang jus now. dun enjoy steamboat luckily got bbq for me. heh^^ been thr once before few years ago wit lunarians n this time i ate a lot! u can spot my tummy now! eh everyone says i look too skinny n need more fats! and dad says it looks okay with my body shape maintainin 45-46kg. xD yeah i totally agree with seperman. i dun need extra fats. hehe
after steamboat i rushed back for beewah bday. sry gal, i was SO late! i arrived 2hours late. and the party was over whn i reached :S didnt manage to see the bday gal but had some chitchattin session with them..

jus a summary. like this...

yerr superman goin to hav fun at china soon! i cannot follow. with so many uncles and aunties.
lookin for a trip. superman says he want to sponser.hahah
*lurves* *lurves* lovesss travel to othr country is the most enjoyable thing luv it
finding finding~ and lookin for kaki. so, anyone?

2009-10-27T04:08:00.002+08:00

yuan lai wo zai ta de xin mu zhong de di wei shi na me de di..
liang ge dou shi ta de peng you, wo he ta hai ren shi le na me jiu...
shuo you kao shi bu gou shi jian dan you neng join ta de fren party..
say me xiao qi! i am angry of u! this is call fren..hmm...

gdnitez...

2009-10-27T02:52:00.002+08:00

until i receive the text msg from cherrish, as below

"i will arrive later...coz need to pray my mother"

was thinking thr...
asked ivan, he said cherrish parents wasnt here alr for many years.
shocked to know abt this. :(
she's jus 20 plus...and her parents werent here akr..:(

zhuk fuk kui...

2009-10-27T02:07:00.003+08:00

back to Min Ho.

omggg! watchin star movies, the gal looks like a monster! so ugly man....scary :( was wonderin if anyone is watchin with me now?

okay, min ho, omg. he's so gorgeous!more handsome in real person. even uncle, xmin's said minho is handsome! hahaXD

i told superman how handsome he is, superman asked me he more lengzai or minho more lengzai. hahahahah... ofcoz superman! XD

walked arnd sgwang and then ts.. wat a coincidence, met beewah, my good fren in ts. i forgot she's working in the voir! she was in the store room when i was inside the shop. luckily, her frens saw me and told her i was here jus now. then she called me. hehe... bought some formal wears frm voir. get 40% coz got staff price. keke.. worth to buy....hmm....

sgwang is so warm and packed! i hate tat place , it made me headcahe only... after get what i want, time to see minho! the people, fans of minho were there so early and waited for him since 9am! ermm...no matter hw much i like him, i dun think i ll wait for him tat long.... i want to wait but i wont be able to...hah...

jus got 3 pics frm xmin... more to come~ wait....

2009-10-27T01:13:00.007+08:00

the one who will listen to my heart....

i dont understand why father can be so supportive this time. i mean, worth meh?!
sometimes i felt like he's being too strict to me on certains things but at the same time giving me too much freedom on certain things too. i asked myself, whats the purpose for doing all these? what do you want from me? everything you say, do u mean it or? Are you tryin to teach me in a way that u think its best to me? Or you want me to find it out and tell you ah...i found it?!
watever i do, i ll get a lot of comments! and advises. Yesterday, i told him how i feel. i told him i dont like that kind of feeling...asking someone to do something=i donohowtosay! i told him hw much i dont like tat feeling. he said nothing much, just says, next time u ll face more feelings tat you dont want to. tat time, i realy feel like cry out alr...... its so horrible! how long can i endure i ask myself again? i am not doin bad things also, i am just doin what i shld do and help them, not killing them or lead them to a dead road. success or fail, it needs to depends on themself alr...not my business! if i can do it, then why not you? Have u ever think tat its ur own problem? just dont give urself so much excuses and put the blame on other people. it wont help.....
hey guess wat? some of my frens asked the same question lately...
"myee, r u havin financial problem lately?" "you need money?"
lols... yeah, i want money but i dont need money coz my parents will give me. AND i am not having any finnncial prob!
my frens, not very close lah...seein me so bs lately since i start workin and study for exam...its not weird even if they ask.. AGAIN, i ask myself, why do i work?! why not i just stop workin and just enjoy my life! why give myself so much work and limited time!? scare next time no job meh.....sighzz......or maybe i scare no chance to work after i graduate from uni....lolss..sigh..... why my mind have so many "whys" and keep asking myself why this and that..too many questions alr... but its a good thing...to prove my brain is not rusting but functioning well like a normal human being..
another thing, my heart is too fragile and easily hurt... any cure ma??
Father sponsor me to go for a trip next year, most probably taiwan to visit jiayu! butbut...cny.....i prefer to spend my cny with familes and frens.....dun think its the right time to be in other country. stil can be considered...

i dont know how to care for someone...eveyrone i know :(

2009-10-24T02:45:00.011+08:00

owhh..myun ah myun...gam dong dou...tQ! ^^

limited... with BOF folder!! hoi sam! XD

beautiful~~thanku, i am sry...

I behave like a kid!! do u knw how much i hate myself when i ve to pretend like nothing is happening.. its so miserable... cannot blame evrything on me, i am just like you, a normal human being that have feelings. It happened bcoz i care! My frens, not just come and go... i felt so left behind suddenly and nothing...! told u, this feeling sucks..

This semester is over. party time! at least i can hav some rest now, i m so tired this year! now, i can see "it" quite clear compare to the last few years. those years are just warm up :S

went to see the coop advisor today and talked to her. i told her i want to postpone my coop 1 to next year, and she said okay. she ask me to see her earlier next year so that she can arrange a good company for me,hahaha... i wonder if she is serious or jus crappin!? she's being quite nice to me today and vry frenly too. issit becoz i am being too frenly to her makes her feel touch?lols.. was told byher most probably i ll get into MAS co. also for my this year coop. based on our results. those with excellent grade will be place in large firms like she said "Dyloid"?

kay till here, continue ....

2009-10-22T04:03:00.002+08:00

i jus need to write this out.
damn! damn! damn!

holy shyteee!

i hate this feeling!! pls go away

if anyone can understand this then its miracle...

2009-10-21T03:20:00.004+08:00

things turn so much better after today! happy already now... :D
can't wait for hols and penang! guess play more than ahemn... S:S

tmr is my first paper. gdluck to myself and my frens.

my birthday's passed ... hm seh dek ler......i wan those memories to stay!

signoff~
03:21 21/10/09

091020

2009-10-20T04:14:00.004+08:00

today is my birthday!
i am officially 19 now. 19 or 20 ar?

heheh..

new year, new start. myee boleh..lol

2009-10-19T17:38:00.004+08:00

i had a blast advanced birthday celeb with my mum and ah yi them last saturday. mu mum purposely came back earlier jus to celebrate with me. and save the exact day with my superman here. sadly, somehting bad had happened. superman's wife uncle had passed away yest night. superman did apologise to me yesterday night saying it was an accident and you know chinese, they say "sui", so cannot celebrate with me tonight as he promised me few weeks ago. was rly dissapointed at first and sad also, but but what to do... may that uncle rip. superman knows me well, he can hear through my voice and he knw i m nt happy with wat happened. he suggest to delay this celeb to nxt week. i told him it s meaningless alr to celeb after my bday.. he said it was okay to celeb later and not on the exact day, and he said it s not meaningless to celeb later... i accept this.

talkin back, mum gimme a big angpao, and invited some close relatives over.. i asked her not to invites so many people bt she insists to coz "yit lao" woh... okay lor... what else i got? Angpaoss, a pretty dress from ling ah yi, she bought it from HK brandin Korean. luv it. and some small gift frm the kids. XD great great... thx ah mi for all these!! muax
and also the laptop she buy for me. like mth like daughter. we re same blur!!! she tot i alr had my own laptop until she knw i didnt hav one so she get me one. got it 3 weeks ago but only see it few days ago. i luv the colour!!! XDXD

BIG BIG thanks to dady. the presents for this year is too big!! its priceless! best gift ever, luv superman! he's so understanding and real to me!!! my god, its bless to have such superman in my life! muaxx

life is great btw.
ciouz to study a bit first.

decision making

2009-10-19T16:55:00.004+08:00

i take up my courage and i told my lunarians everything about it. My problems and all. Pride. pride had stop me from sayin..i felt so much better after expressing all out. hwever, i didnt get the last decision frm myself tat night. tat night was just a night of sharing my problems.. i still couldnt make up my mind.
i had several options,

first.stop my accounting now and find a new course tat i wish to study.
second. continue study until i got my cert and out to take another course.
third. continue study while i take another course.
forth. dun feel like writing here..

if i choose 1, then i wasted 2 years of studying. on the bright side says, i can study what i like and stop wasting another 2 years of accounting.

if i choose 3, i wouldn be able to do so many things in my life. this ll shorten my life

for the 2nd one, keep this first.

i didnt tell my family about it especially my dad and my grandma. i cannot imagine how they would feel. too dissapointed or lost faith in me? Before i let them know, i need to know what i wan first.

what i want? what i want for my future to be? i want to work for a job tat i like. i want to run my own business and work for myself not others. if i had such dream then why i go for accouting at first? Right after my spm, i told myself i didnt wan to waste my time and i giv up sooemthing and go for college to start my study. i took accounts because i think it can provide me a good living with high salary and its stable. every co. needs an accountant. so, i go for accoutning. First year foundation, i study and go for exam. study and examinations. i learn nothing new, everything is like secondary school subjects. Year 1 degree, deeper and started to learn more about accounting, thx god. hwever, as time passes by, as i get to knw more abt outside things rather than jus accounts, i had diff thoughts again. that is why i am facing this problem.. in the beginning, superman had alr warn me and gave me advises if i really wan to take this course. he knew i wont like it. but i nvr listen and follow my own way.. this is what happened.

hwever, time cannot be return. what i ve studied is what inside now. if i learn nothing in these 2 years, then i am a stupid. at least, i learned wat i paid. To start a business, i need capital $$. Doing a business, i need to do my accounts $$.. 2 years had passed. Another 2 more year, i m goin to complete my degree. what next after dgr i cannot make any decision yet. So, i am goin to continue my degree now, concentrate on the following years and complete my dgr with satisfy results while i earn my side income and at the same time enjoy the outside world whr i dun get to expereince inside the hse and uni...

no difference with what i am doing right now. the diff is only i will be more concentrate on my studies bcos i m aiming for better not just average. Fees have alr been paid out why not do it well instead of okayokay only. with these and money, i can do whatever i like. My own business and my interests, beutician.

dissapointment

2009-10-19T02:05:00.004+08:00

feelin so low and dissapointed.
kanasai people luv doing kanasai things. i m not cursing at other people, jus expressin my feelin right now.
i worked for 3 days this time. and today's the last day. since i didnt get any sales in these 2 days, ofcoz i need to work for today,tats very normal for a sales person to do it that way and not to give up esp the last day! when doing sales, you ll never know what will happened in the next minutes! commitment. this is very important for a sales person or else, better stay home and do own stuff. :S
we get to know some leaders from johor. Flora her name, normal education with a good leadership. mayb u would said what i knw abt leadership and i wouud like to say tat if to compare my fren my upm,she cannot be compared! flora leads her teams well and during the briefing and sharing hour, what she said is what i totally agree! i like the way she presents it, the way she said it, the way she express it all out. it s all so real tats why we have to be realistic in this world. ofcoz, not everyone will agree with what she says we all know, whatver she said, we ll jus listen, whether we listne or not it all depends on the individual. A lot of us, listen already, in the heart saying "we ll do it" but in the end do nothing and even forget what she/he said.
Asking a customers to pay for somehting is rather hard but its not tat hard in fact. i have to say this, every customers sit down, they are all the "white mouse". they are just like a plain paper. in the starting,i still remember,unforgettable moments, when i work in the mines book fair. i felt pressure when i dealing with the customers. i dont like talking to them because i hate the way i am being rejected and questioned by them. because tat time my knowledge on this product was so little and i get panic when they ask me something tat i dont know! it was a hard time. once, i think some ways to improve my interaction skill with my customers just like talking to a stranger! i write on a piece of paper and start to write. almost like a dialogue and i tried to memorise it. however, it failed badly.. sad case. Diff customers have diff thoughts and therefore, they talked differently. whats in their mind, needs, and wants, are what we need to figure out first before the words come out from our mouth. each word we said can destroy the whole presentation and in the end, customers will lost their interest on this product and they will just walked off. we couldnt blame them, this is our service to our customers and customer is always the right! no matter what they said or asked, the only thing tat i can do is to deal with them and solve the questions. when problems are solved then they will "bind" you. "bind me" then they will sign. fair enough... no forcing no hard feeling. (:
some people are jus so funny! they came near you, asking you many questions, their purpose is to get info from you for FREE. there was a time when i get to persuade an old man to sit down and listen to my presentation. i present for almost an hour and in the end only i know he work for insurance. this also means tat they just wan to get info frm u and they will nvr bind ur product but theirs product. this also means tat talking to them(insurance agent, public mutual agents, investors and etc..) all these is just a waste of time because they will always go for their produvt first and think tat their product is the best. what i know is no product is perfect. it is perfect because u think it is perfect for you but tat doesnt mean its the same to others too.
after dealing with so many customers,i found out tat if that person has the heart to buy then they will buy. if they nvr tot to buy, then no matter what you said or hw good ur skills are they wont buy also. in special cases ho, its very nice if you able to convince ur customers to buy ur product even if they not interested to buy at first. customers are smart user. every single things they will ask until very details. kinda hard to talk to them especially with those very fussy customers. 1 after 1, day after day, i find it very easy to talk to my customers or even a stranger nw. i dun feel panic anymore unless i duno tat particular thing thn i ll call for help~ its rly nice to do sharing with someone u duno but the feeling is like we knw each other fr some time alr.. in cantonese, people said, "gin yan gong yan wa, gin gui gong gui wa". (:
by the time i do sharing with them, they share their things with me too. Alot i met told me things like investment, wher they invest and how they do their investment, So far i know most they would put a sum of money in funds, bonds those public mutual invt., wawasan2020, FD, and all kind of invsment. the purpose is only to make more money. to make profit. To do a financial planning is nt tat easy...being a financial planner can be quite fun also..hah..
i m being too long winded tonight. i jump till so far awaym, i supposed to talk on one thing only...
today, last day. also a critical day for all of us, tats normal. we all wont let go a single opportuniy infront us. we stand whole day long and i am feeling so sleepy alr now... goin to slp right after this .. continue tmr.... gdnite

2009-10-14T17:16:00.002+08:00

it happens many times when i sign in to blogspot, my fingers on the board, and thinking what tp write. type all out and then backspace it. everything gone.

so fast, gonna face 2 papers next week...

continue later.. nap a while first

2009-10-11T04:06:00.002+08:00

got this poster, was quite upset to get this instead of the folders :( hope thr r stock cming in nxt weeks or months. :)

2009-10-11T03:52:00.004+08:00

Late post. first time celebrate mooncake's fest with uni frens :D

it would be great if cheryl hxian and the others can join.

"de sweet", a place recoomended by xmin, ordered sizling chic and honeydew.

spent the rest hour at kann house. played card and chitchat all d way~

2009-10-09T00:07:00.003+08:00

have u really met or known a fren that know anything about magic and show it infront of you? i did! hahah..its really fun knowin a fren tat know magic!! he perform some magics shows using the two red balls look like watermelon, cards, coins, and rubber band. very HUGE COIN....lols.
niceee.............

he's the magic man.
i was asked to go to bai a sifu frm davidcoverfield. == and also davidfootballfield frm laugh till die. wt....... == hah

goin to slp like a pig now. presentation tmr! nite :D

2009-10-07T01:46:00.003+08:00

myew's bday celebration at kissanten in Jaya One on the 1st of oct..

2009-10-07T01:03:00.004+08:00

this song suit my mood now,
scared, and a lil confused.

every decision i made, i think and think over again, i afraid i ve made the wrong one, i do no want this to happen on me. sometimes decisions can cause a lot of troubles, and regrets. there ar solutions, but its better not to create any if there is no need to. there is nothing much tat could be done and think more.. i jus need to be sensible and independent. wish is just wish. guess action is what i shld consider first

maybe, or maybe i ve put too much effort on it, more than it shld be, i think its worth. i dont know hw and wat people think of it, i couldnt care much also, as long i knw what i am doing, tats enough. right?

am i weird to them or they are weird to me. i disagree with them and they disagree with me. why human can be so confusing? its so complex! so many diff ideas from millionsss of people. then tell me, which one to follow.

i think i am quite diff frm last time alr. normal? some might said yes and some might said no. so, did i change?

been so outgoin lately. time was packed with this and that. feel like goin for a trip! paris? keke.. really dont know where and how to start now. too many photos to upload, too many news to share, events tat had happened. where am i suppose to start. need some time to recall back and start writing it here. :D

had some good time with family and frens. its true that i cant live without them. my precious family and friends.

1st of oct..

2009-10-01T01:38:00.005+08:00

sweet couple

celebrated momo's 19th bday at kaki corner on the 26th. we share n bought her a cake n a crystal. hp she enjoyed her this year bday and had a bless 19th.. :D

as for me, wasnt feelin quite well these few days, i guess becoz of the bad weather, keep changing..frm hot to cold and now cold to hot. it's so hottt today. and my inner body swt like..i mean warm like..i duno hw to say.. worst is to walk up to the hill and stairs.. this is rly bad.

asm and finals r jus arond the corner. and it's alr oct now! darn fasttt ho?! a new month...new start again..

attend eTiQa annoual dine for the first time. at first i tot of nt goin alr since i couldnt make it due to my midterm exam. how knows in the end i could make it to gentin and had some fun time over thr. its nice tat i get to experience somethin i nvr get to experience before. just becoz of age problem. hmm..think back, actually not tat bad lar, just tat i am a lil bit earlier than i suppose to be... first, casino. second,people. third,safari. i quite enjoyed bein around with those older than me,can actually quite easy to get along with them. hah.. maybe at first,it wasnt easy to get to knw thm due to age problem also, but now i dun find it hard. not much diff, but there re differecnes also. although i knw our frenship wouldn last long like my best frens and I, but life is like tat. they come and go. as long we enjoy those time togther, then its enuf.its nt easy to want to keep in touch wqith everyone i know. even if i can do so, i ll be so busy jus to entertain them. but luckily, so far, ther s not much prob happening. jus minors prob can say....things tat can be solved... :)

lazy to do asm , cannot be lazy.

midterm on firday.

myew's bday celebration tmr. at pj.. wat to buy? ...boys....... :S

2009-09-21T16:06:00.007+08:00

my lil sis n bro is here! since scul started they seldom came to cheras like last time alr. i realize how much i miss them. now i see them :D plan to bring them for a movie later, mayb GForce. others arent suitable for kids. heh..

these few days,also consider my hols. mummy came to kl and we had some good time together. :) same thing, talk, eat, and shop. my mth loves to shop, just like me or i just like her. same gene. jus like sis n bro, and mum, we dont see each other everyday, tats why we can share a lot and talk nonstop. the feelin of missing thm is deeper and whn i get to see them, time seems to past even fast..

its alr sept now. few more days to oct. its gonna be a busybusy months again. sept can said is my honeymoon alr.

study, few more days i m gonna sit for my midterm. first paper, FM1. worry.. its not an easy sub to me. i need to have the teks bk soon. luckily, i still had the table with me. or else... hmm.. guess i ve to start study for this both subj alr. before i cry to myself again. :X

movies is one of my best entertainment. i watched tsunami yesterday. with cousin. i cant wait longer to watch with my coll frens alr becoz ther were no others movies tat we can watch alr besides this. scare till laugh is not as good as i tot. but tsunami is nice. whn reach the climax, my tears start to flow like waterfall... i cannt watch this kind of movie, i ll cry :(

i think i am quite a patient person already.compare to last time. i said i wan to learn to be patient, i think i can see the improvement in me alr.

now i am learnin not to push myself too much in everythin i do.

and hw to use the words, "shun kei ji yin".

i tried greentea flavour, momo said taste good so i tried lar. nt bad but got ku ku taste heh

we r two diff humans,frm diff world one, but we share some same common things also :D

because i m a gal..

2009-09-14T00:19:00.005+08:00

i hope u ppl wont hav nightmare after seein this pic..hahah...

i am rly bad whn comes to puttin the mask on my face.

issit bcoz of its size?? not ngam my face? :S

i bought diff masks to try.. cz my skin is so dry and need more h20 and vitamin ar :D

this thing. like it. do u knw what is the usefulness of it?!! hehe :D

cute hor? inside is the OPI (: it's pink

very useful ..can put evrythin in... :DDD

i got all with cheapers price compare to other shop retails or malls.

*satisfied*

all bcz of my cousin sis (: givin me chance to spend $$ again. gd gal..

also, watched "murderer" . omg, danm nice.

Indian Police suksuk

2009-09-11T22:54:00.004+08:00

while on the way to kepong, i was given signal to stop my car at the side of the road. i was so lucky, that time i was holding my mobile phone talking to a fren. =="' i didnt notice the police car , i guess they were at my back for quite some time alr thn they chase after me. i was the only car stopped by them. lols. so exciting O__O
thr i stopped.

police suksuk so good and we had a short conversation,

police suksuk: ur ic pls, and license.
me: okay. (hand out both)
policesuksuk: hmm...(pretendin there write somethin on the summon paper.
me: sitting inside the car and waited for few seconds(weird i was nt feelin nervous at all)
police suksuk: so how?
me: let me go? gimme a chance lar... i am jus a student...
police suksuk: where can.... so how??
me: what how? let me go lar...
police suksuk: want to pay RM300?
me: dont wan. so what do you want?
police suksuk: duit kopi lar..?
me: oh... i only got RM10 inside my purse.. okay ?
police suksuk: 10 ringgit only ar? mana cukup for two of us.. ==
me: boleh lar..no money lor.. just a student..
police suksuk: no money?got a car somemore..
me: my father wan! not mine.
police suksuk: 10 tak cukup lar... 20 okay?
me: =="' 20 only thats all i had..
police suksuk : ( ask the other old police suksuk, that old ppl said okay)
me: open the window thn gave it to him.

settle.
stupid. like tat lost 20 bucks alr... zhen 5 dai.... >,<
now with sting ta papparich eating and eating again...:DDDDD

2009-09-05T01:48:00.003+08:00

got all the marks already for last semester year 1 subjects. got 2A's 1B and 1C. unexpected is i got 78, grade B for B.comm. :S and A for MOT. Totally opposite. nyway, quite happy with it (: i tried to maintain grade A and B but came out a C for cma. owwhh.. nevermind lar.. (:

watched UP the other day. i dun quite undertsand the story actually to be truthful and i felt alsp again for 15 or 20 min i m nt sure. :S

also watched FD4 today with 14 frens frm ucsi also in midv.. it was funny xmin and fong sitting bside me. both covered their face with their sweater and fong with his shirt. XD i gt shocked mst of the time bcz of them. hah.. cool.... if m nt wrng, this s the first time with so many ppl togetehr watch a movie. a bit unorganized cz quite big group but fun also. had noodle fr lunch. didnt get to window shop also cz need to rush back for the next class.. it was bad, class started 45minutes late and we were all like zumbie alr, tired of sitting and waiting :S:Shah..

hang out at pmun house jus nw... discuss for tmr's home nade steeak gg.. chat and craps all d way...fun...nice...

jus hope everyday is a happy day lar... (:

2009-09-03T17:02:00.002+08:00

bad mood :( >_<

watchin 爱就宅一起

2009-09-02T02:28:00.004+08:00

time is flyin~

2009-09-02T00:32:00.003+08:00

heh..too mou liu and free holdin this basket robin walk in n out sambil capture photo haha :D yummm~~

holidays not over yet. XD another sem starts tmr! yeah!

八月31 00.00

2009-08-31T00:01:00.006+08:00

i am strong, thats what people think of me most of the time. but my heart can be very weak when things do not go well esp things tat mean a lot to me.
jus happened lately, there are two things that i wanted to give up so much cz i am rly rly tired of it.
i want to go back to the beginning and start all over again due to some reasons.
i give myself so many reasons to give up this job and to let go somebody.
i think negatively and put things aside without thinkin of the consequences.
i felt myself so stupid and think like a 10 years old children.
i never give myself enough time to think like an adult and make the right decision before i act like i already know wat i am supposed to do this and that.
it s jus so silly to give up soemthing you like so much and pretend you didnt like it tat much.
in fact ho, it just started, it s just the starting and who told me to stop?(issit the opposite side of myee?)
things will only get worst if i continue to think that way.
i am jus afraid i would ve done soemthin i nvr want to and make myself regret.

dissapoinment came acros me a month ago. it s hard to let go soemthin "different". especially whn it happened in the right time right place and right ppl. u want it but u ll nvr have it?
A fren asked, “so, 你是觉得不负气吗还是不肝炎？“ both also not. jiu shi bu she de...

All these are nt important anymore cz i alr have my decision. i m nt giving up anything. not either one. dan ran, wo ye bu hui kek yi de zuo ren he dong xi rang ta zhi dao. shun qi zhi ran jiu hao. this is what i want. ji hui shi bu yong shuo chu kou, zhi ji dong jiu hao. Bella says, ai qing shi ke yi hen wei da de. haha.. who can? me? alamak, im just nineteen.
what is love.. ==

gdnite lar

2009-08-29T02:18:00.004+08:00

今天竟然让我遇见你还有她（：

i take back my word, 认识你并不是一件坏事

after tat night, i tot i will take up my courage and tell everything but you know what, in the end, i failed to do so. i change my mind in the last minute and remain silent for 20 minutes and everything was back to normal again. i guess, thats what i can do and the only choice that i can make. so tat my heart would feel better. there are things not to say you want , then you will have it. more to consider. i just want you, you and I 好过点。。

gdnite lor..

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2009-08-28T00:04:00.004+08:00

i ve been out frm day to night, not jus today but almost everyday. am i psycho or wat?! it's so tiring and excitin at the same time. ah! this month, a "wonderful" month.

watched District 9. Aliens. dont look like alien but ugly creature. disgusting.
great dine at a cafe i dunothenameoftherestaurant. heh
thanks kc fr bringin me to petronas. ha

i am blank _____. continue later.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST SUPERMAN!!
you know i luv u (:
may dady good health , wealth n happiness always be with you :D

2009-08-26T00:27:00.005+08:00

21th.. celebrated myun bday at look out point in mahkota cheras.

i duno starbuck got sell cakes also lor..heh...delicious fruity cakes. :D

hope u like the present we bought (:

my eye bag is getting worst and worst!!

bought some masks few days ago, consider very cheap masks,

dont know if they work or not..hah.. i think i need to sleep MORE lar..

and who is John? form1? sglong? :D guessing....tell me who are u lar..

went to book fest in klcc today.

i spent rm140 on books, files, etc...

too bad i was in a hurry, to meet somebody in puchong,, otherwise

i would ve spent more than tat.. hah..

i wanan go again..

akay, i am quite happy with it ...

thnks myew for ur day.. hah :D

to be continued ...

can you keep a secret?

2009-08-20T23:17:00.005+08:00

dangdang~
it's friday tomorrow. how nice rite? but to me it's not. coz i hav to earn money tmr. hah.. kidding..
today is so hot and cold. noon is hot! we went to visit superman in the afternoon coz i miss him a lot, he's still and always busy with his work and its already a biasa thing to me. hah.. nice vintage with a varieties of liquar.. i tried some too. some taste so yuck i tell you. and met some uncles thr.. wan to intro some lengzai boys to me. tQ uncles. although i m still available. ha. we had our lunch somewhr nearby, i forgot the name of the restaurant. ahh, the chicken taste so good. lately, i m gettin into more places knowing more places tat not everybody knows.tehehe.. with h1n1, am i riskin my life?

back to movie, by the time we arrive cp, decided to catch up a movie at jusco selatan. duno wat to watch , i saw orphan. first day screening in any cinema. this movie, is so unpredictable. and opposite of wat i ve thought of the story. character especially. a must watch movie lar... Esther, i wanna get rid of her face frm my head! i duno why, lookin at her , remmeberin her face made me felt horrible :S i duno wat i m thinkin right now. :S

before we entered into room8, i share somethin with my grandma. i told her wat Andy(yesterda's guy) told me and tat he had special eyes , he could see soemthin we couldnt see!
grandma shouted at me and told me why said those to her.coz i scared her already.:S:S XDXD i am not trin to scare her lerr...just wanted to see her laugh but how knows, she's really scared by me. lols.. sry mahmah. it was only two of us when we opened the door,grandma was so funny, she asked me not to go in first, and wait some people to reach then we follow. HAHAHA

drove to mahkota to dabao somethin back home to eat.. all of a sudden, the sky turn so darl, lightning infront us(i ask grand what light is tat), VERY strong wind, and thunder. there's no rain tat time. while grandma waited for her foods, i went to buy some breads to eat. while choosin, tat bread auntie mumbled and said something to me. this is what she said, " not to worry too much, it wont be long, the wind will gone later... you dont have to be scare, you dont fan them, they wont fan you. they are here to protect us". @!$#%$^%$#$ how i react? tat time, i just nod my head and said yes lar yes lar. in cantonese. before i left, tat auntie asked me, "do you know today is what day?". i answered, "yes, today is cho 1 ma". then she said, "now you know why it's like tat?". i was a lil bit blur tat time. and then she told me, "today is the 1st day of month 7". #$%&%^(* i felt terrified. even i am writin this, i felt terrified.

i am goin to kelana jaya tmr. 3 days. pray i get more sales and things go smoothly no matter where and when :D ivan just called asked if i would like to follow to banting on the 29th and 30th. i jus agreed. i am goin further and further away from cheras. my god. hahah.. i tot i could enjoy my last 3 days holidays , now no more lor... :( quite sad though but it's okay. i can hav fun time everywhere anywhere anytime :)

i need soemone to remind me to pay for my next semester fees! so tat i cna remind my superman.wahah..

also, i trim my hair and rebond it. heh... quite satisfied this time. best is it's so much cheaper than previous i had tried at any of the saloons. thanks momo and myew and tae for accompany me. FOR 5 HOURS! :D i hope the melaka trip we plan works out too. heh.. great hols :S
and the gang we plan for badminton.

quite into mag like vivi, popteen, those jap mag lately. all the pretty models, clothings and all are so attractive. too bad, i cant read chinese . waste 16 bucks jus to see pictures bah.? ha

alright, till here thn , sayonara blog.

wear mask peeps. for everyone sake.

2009-08-20T01:08:00.001+08:00

mixing emotions.
心痛。

2009-08-17T02:32:00.006+08:00

look. my tongjie+biu jie so dek han. ask me to send her a pixcha then she edit somethin in.

complaint time. MY HIPS, MY BUTTOCK, MY FEETS, MY TOES, AND MY HEAD... so tired eh... stand whole day... talk with strangers( i like talkin to strangers)... meet new frens( esp frens next booth0-this time is P1max) lols..

mtv+eason conccert<>

nmad!! sales are everywhere. i ve been bein too patient this few months. and i think my patient has reached the max. hah.. 90%? ha.. nothing to shop actually, but no choice, i gotto get myself a pair of better shoes again. coz the one i m wearing cannot be worn anymore. :( my frens knw i dun like choosin shoes and buying thm. but hey, i think i need to be more lady lar..and start to like shoes more. heh.. and start collect thm. LOLS. princess meh hor? ha.. and i spotted a bad. it's purple in color. sling bag. almost the same design like the one i am using right now but slightly smaller and nicer. heh.. 158. buy or not...hmm... what else... and dress! i need a dress for the comin annual diner(was wonderin if confirm i get the ticket cz things might get wrng if done improperly). == was tot of not goin at first....coz of certain reasons... but since friday.... i chnage my mind again and decided to go and join the dine. coz it's only once a year, why missed it! and it's a good chance to meet those JB, and others :D tats what everyone says ..heh..and its good to see and meet them once. XD shld be around 500 people will attend. i was a lil silly not to say, they say wan..i shld ve booked earlier in case even i am absent also. i got 2 tickets actaully coz i fight for it ..hah..but i dont know who to ask to go with me...i mean yeah...a lot to ask but i duno.... so i just get myself one first and go with them. and the theme is "Malaysia Culture Wear". need to wear malay custome.god..last year was formal , this year is so weird.hah..not bad though... more special but i duno wat to wear? i hope to see one wears sari !!! or kadazan custom! :DDD bt definately i wont be wearin those. hah... whr is my gutXD

and a pouch! lols. costly ... but its okay... (: i think its worth , nvr really intop this kind of socialise party before :S young and old. so many ppl.

uni...heard some frens said some started to interview already. so early.. or i am late?! i duno.

talked abt my papers.. cma sucks. i had the feelin tat i ll fail for this sub. i hope my feelin is wrng this time. i dont hope to fail any even i get a C would be fine. i dun mind coz it is cma.heee... not my worng all , is the lecturer problem. not pointin the finger on her but i think the way she teach rly ...bad... i miss marcia teachin... and sobana.

i wan to continue wrting... but my fingers....is complainin already.. i have to stop. hah..before it get freeze

so far, 15.5+7 = 22.5.

-hoi sam- icecream ...

2009-08-12T15:53:00.005+08:00

yum~~

scary "wa wa gong zai" on the left

cannt see my pimples alr ==

我喜欢！
"pao bing"... ho chak!! tong jie got member card. 20% .. :DDD
wanna go thr again

first time tong jie stayed overnight here. unbelievable hor...19 years we growth up togther i am the only who usually stayed at her hse(ah yi's house). after bis paper, half way, she called and asked to go to kepong. -- was drizzlin but i need to see her so i find her. had diner over there then drove to 1u for a walk. had some foods and desserts. happier.. sometimes its true tat sweet things can make one's feel happier. go home..took a warm shower..chatted until 3am.. get scolded by her for the whole day somemore. sob. i know,she scold bcoz she care. shlndn bring her home, kena scold somemore. so sad. but nvm, i still luv her...

currently revisin for mot eassay. aihs..boring sub..

decided to take 2 weeks off for myself. which means right after the last paper, i will take 3 days work in pyramid. then startin on monday, i am free. maybe its good to me.

gmabate!

有朋友真好。。

2009-08-09T23:41:00.007+08:00

plim's 09 bday...

a lot of things had happened in these short few days.

Here, this blog used to be my best companion and a place to heal but this time had failed to heal my feeling.

幸好有你们... xiexie.

i always tot i was strong in fact i m so weak tis time.

i believe everything happens for a reason. there's nothing that cannot be solved.

myee, jiayou!

lost appetite again.

2009-07-31T17:12:00.004+08:00

sigh.
i didnt eat a single thing since morning. i lost appetite again. turn into the few months back myee.
i dont feel hungry or thirsty.
now,5.15pm... mahmah force me to eat the porridge she cooked this afternoon and i ate some already.

sigh again.
seremban counterfair is canceled due to some vip stuff i m not sure.
so i have to work a week before which means brin forward to 18th-25th..
not much diff but...hmm.... no choice.

meet ah yi and cousin later. yayy! :D miss them a lot. nvr see them for a month already!.

hoho..

2009-07-30T20:36:00.005+08:00

HAHAHA.. HAPPY HAPIE PIE PIE....~~~ myee is feeling so happy now!
pass TBE exam with Grade B. hah.. told u, i am just average.B is my best fren.
XDXDXD

received a bad news from cherish. ivan's fth had passed away yest..may uncle rip. ivan jiayou!

cute lil boy...

2009-07-30T12:31:00.002+08:00

taken from email.

2009-07-29T12:56:00.005+08:00

whatever i kept, they re all dead. like you said, they r all killed by me. LOLX.
so hurt man. hah.. cannt fully blame on me lar, know why? cz tat time i was still young, vry young and duno anythin and didn bring them to vet for any injections or medi check up.
but i wouldn let this to happen again, anothr life gone again, if i ever had a pet nxt time.

we have same shin chan. so cute.
i want to see 6-2, 4= 13 yrs old turtles. omg. unbelievable.

*goin to take a shower now and prepare to go to uni for cma tuto*

vry bad, i had nightmare last nite. vry scary creepy. :(

JGY dine supper..

2009-07-28T19:19:00.011+08:00

my cosmetics are only for "baileng" lately. original looks better rite?hah

last min diner with t_Q frenss in starhill.

spent whole afternoon in puchong doin my tiqa stuffs. :S

thanks monky for helpin =P

another counterfair in seremban jusco on the 25th till 31th (merdeka)

goin with thm all.

(where's my holidays then? T__T sob)

might skip 1 / 2 days coz 1 week is rly killin.. O.o <<

blur one ... :S

monky and I (>,<) the only pic with his eyes opened. others r all one line== hahah

one more..

p.s best of luck all for the final.

29th...

2009-07-28T19:11:00.002+08:00

went to o'town to celebrate Ah Fong 19th b'day with the new frens heh.. :D
HAPPY SWEET 19th Ah Fong!

name Shaoni aka dango?O.O

meiteng and I. (;

01:45...

2009-07-27T01:33:00.005+08:00

how do you define the word emo? is it true that gals get emo easily than boys?
byright, i am feeling neutral now. no special feeling today. i wonder why?.
Unlce Robert called this afternoon and i picked up the phone. glad to hear that they are coming back to Msia this wednesday. midnight flight, have a safe journey back ya. Grandma and I lookin forward to see you and uncle graham. i do not know who so fast spread the news sayin i m actually workin partime lately and i hardly had time bein at home with my family? who says that!? good girl okay. been rottin at home these 2days. :S except yest's movie. nanana~ they actually givin support to me and said its good to give myself accupied :D i agree this. *thumbs up*

when time is packed, when i have lil time to think of anythin else, then it's the best time to me.
i think nonsense less, i do more.
i think life is great.

i may not be perfect, but i ll be better..better.

cma and mot is givin me an headache. my brain is not functionin well, i couldnt concentrate at all. my mind flies to somewhere else already? i cant stop thinking of him. *die lar* wats wrong with me. (~,~) this rly irritates me. final is just next week and my mind is with him. shytes!

i still have 6 or 7 doc. to fill in and hand up tmr. it's 2am now. i have class tmr in the 8am and i need to wake up at 6.20am. hug me. miserable. < seems like i am startin to complain again. i shouldnt do tat. just do it kay.. JY myee.

Harry Potter in Midv.

2009-07-26T14:48:00.005+08:00

Wacthed harry potter instead of transformer. why? tickers were sold out again. goshh..
when only I can watch lar..after final ar? lok ying lor.. nevermind. almost fell asleep in the cinema and surroundin was so hot tat night. i thought i had fever or what but luckily, my body temperature is normal lah. after movie went home. was about to sleep already but then a call had stopped me from goin to bed. Steve called. nice person to talk to. and he's real capable in managing his things. you make me pui fuk you boy. 3hours had passed, and it was 4am tat time.
i actually planned to slp earlier that night so that i can wake up earlier to study a bit.
in the end, i woke at 12 noon and wasted few hours dono do what there. hah

i miss talkin to you again. sui boy, say i look sohsohdei and yun loi hmhaigamsohje. hah.. =X

Right to speak out

2009-07-21T20:10:00.003+08:00

yeah, it's shocked to know that P is angry. i mean, from the start she already knew this would happened. Just when only. And now it happened. P is really angry this time. And i am sad for P too. I couldnt help much, but say what i want to say. I told P, you have the right to speak out , why care so much? since they dont care about you also? At least, the anger in you can be healed by saying out. why keep inside? I know you are soft and you want to keep the relationship well but I dont think this is a good choice to do so. People wont know what you are thinking if you dont speak, ask, or say. Pain now does not mean everything is over. by right things might turn to be better than before. (: If i were you, i wouldn do that. B'coz they are not my everything. I still have you :)

Goin out for tea . ta! :D

2NE1 <3

2009-07-21T11:11:00.004+08:00

personally like parkboms most becoz she's so so pretty

i think their, "i Dont Care, In The club and all are nice!

i guess 2NE1 will be my nxt fav band besides boA and BB.

SUJU isnt bad at all. :D

lookin forward for more

2009-07-20T01:45:00.009+08:00

mines book fair 09- 5 FYCC:6,000
Kepong C4- 2 FYCC: 2,400
Midvalley Home & design Fair 09- 8.5 FYCC:10,200
next??
next next?

Target: 15.5/100.

reached 3000 CC- sc annual dinner at genting on the coming sept. :DDD

bought 2 bottle of sunsilk shampoo, RM20 FREE 1 bottle shampoo same size.
dai dou lan. FREE another sunsilk conditioner. share with a fren each pay out 6 ringgit for 1 bottle of sunsilk ++
free hair wash + hair set + make up + photoshooting= by purchasing sunsilk products 35 ringgit above. hwevr i didn get those offer coz i choose happy hour and fre shampoo only.lols hah.

die lar my cma.

things that i want, Issey/esteeL perhaps, Aldo heels, mango, handbag, vaiolap. a new hp would be better coz the old one is so dead nw. half functioning. :S
things above wont get to me so easily. :S

the only thing that i rly want now is to pass all the papers for my final.
10days to prepare. definately not enough bt what to do. just do it!
god bless me.

gdnite.

2009-07-19T00:36:00.006+08:00

要做就不要埋怨
要埋怨就不要做..!

gdnite blog!
s.dreams ;)

2009-07-10T13:44:00.001+08:00

enjoy yourselve with this cute lil commercial thing. goodkan?! (;

my journey to Klang

2009-07-09T00:55:00.004+08:00

it was a rush day today. this is also the first time i drove to Klang with two passengers inside. lols. they told me they knw they way to that place and so i told them i knw a lil too.
in the end, we end up in a circle with no exit. haha..
very challenging yet worry.
worried bcoz we were in a hurry,and we need to reach Bukit Raja by 8pm.
took one and a half hour to reach ther.
challenging bcoz i am the one who drives and also the one who lead. lols..

i trust them, so i followed kesas highway and it was a wrong deciison tat i ve made. becoz i trust them but not my instint this time. :S

after 1 tol and another... we arrive bukit tinggi jusco. sigh of relieved but it wastn tat place i tot! we supposed to go to bukit raja jusco not bukit tinggi jusco. okay, nevermind. then called and ask people. turned left and right , reached a "duno what round a bout" and there, we got lost.
i was real mad that time, angry..but laughing at the same time. lols.. made so many U turn and turnings, at last we found tat place. which is not easy to find. no luck today. :S nevermind.

enough of lesson, no more kesas. but federal highway. also, made a big u turn frm ther coz turn the wrng way liao. reach home.. yay... lucky u two people. tak sesat but make me sesat only. :D now i know the way to klang liao... hahah...

1.10am now. off... to "zui mei lai dik dai 7 tin" :)

good day ppl.

2009-07-07T19:49:00.003+08:00

i help if i able to help, i try to help even if i am not able to help. i help because i think you deserve to be helped and not because i want something back from you. In fact, i am a lil bit pilih kasih, depends on WHO and WHAT. haha. you sama dgn I or not?! (: hou sam yao hou bou ah...

watched ice age 3 in midv today, xmin cheryl and I.
3D, way more exp than i expected. i tot few more ringgit can watch already. silly me. hxian on the other hand said 17 bucks was cheap, she expect more than 17. hahah
nvr been into3D before :( gonna try it someday. but not ice age.
before we left, i tried to look for the shoes pmun wants. too bad, they no longer sell that shoes. cant help sweetie. :S

it was rainin like dogandcat just now, and my umbrella was borrow to peitze already. luckily i stay back a while to talk to tae and the others , was escaped frm the rain teehee :D thanks ppl.

about my study, it was really bad. left out so many chapters. final is just around the corner, and i am stil havent prepare myself yet. papa~ :(

7/7- can watch "zui mei lai dik dai 7 tian" again in astro :D
Happy Birthday Xiu!

2009-07-01T21:26:00.002+08:00

some people are funny. you know "funny"?
"they" like to pretend, say things differently. funny.
" " are coward. they just keep everything and talk bad about people. funny.
" " are weird...
" " thought they were smart. let time prove. just wait and see.

i agree, education is not everything.

2009-06-29T16:31:00.008+08:00

dear frens, mcd got promotion, buy 1 large fries free 1 large fries ar??
I got this promotion. and i only paid RM3.80.

heh..actually i didnt knw ther r two packets inside until i arrived home. :D

FREE FRIES TODAY! happienya..

8/5/09

lily ah yi..

happy mother's day *loves*

forever panda @@

2009-06-25T19:11:00.002+08:00

Loan bank officer Christine is hoping to be promoted to assistant manager. But her boss Jacks feels she needs to demonstrate that she is tough and ruthless enough for the position.

Her colleague Stu seems to have allthese qualities and more, and he is also vying for the promotion.

So when an old gypsy woman comes to ask for a third extension on her morgage because she cannot keep up with the payment due to an illness, Christine turns the woman down to prove to her boss hw tough she is.

A desperate Ganush goes on bended knees to beg Christine to reconsider but she calls security to escort the old woman out. Feeling she has been shamed in public, Ganush takes revenge.

That night, as Christine is walking to her car, that old woman attacks her and places a curse on her.

From that moment on, Christine's life becomes a living hellas she find herself constantly shadowed and attacked by a dark spirit. To make matters worst, the old woman dies.

Chrisitne soon learns rgar the spirit is demon called the Lamia who haunts its victims and eventually drags them to hell. -The Sun.

dman scary lor i tell you. the last horror movie i watched was Coming Soon and i ve to say Drag me to hell is far more scary and disgusting. If can, better dont watch. hah..
now, i am waiting to watch transformer. and terminator.

2009-06-23T03:07:00.008+08:00

i like to read stuffs i dont usually read :) i read an article all about travelling and then it remind me of the pretty countries i had been to. the most memorable country, london. next would be HK, that time i was still a young innocent girl just follow the old people and without paying for anything. everything is free! *happy* but at least i get to visit some quite famous place in hk like kowloon!hoh.. i still remember the place kowloon where we stayed for nights and there was a night, i asked grandma's permission if i can go out by myself to have a walk around. my permission was accepted. brave enough, i took the lift myself alone inside, took the first step out from the lobby, yayy! freedom. inside my heart, i said to myself finally i can walk around the shops alone! by the end of the day, after one shop and another, i didnt purchase anything. empty handed. because i ve had no money with me. i had few hk $$ lah inside my pocket that time but thats definately not enough to buy anything, as you know, the things sold in hk werent cheap at all especially at kowloon area. We also visited ladies street. because it's autumn, therefore there's nothing much that we could shop/ buy, lots of sweater and pretty hats.. lols..

actually i didnt plan to write my journey to hk becoz i need to recall and think back everythin during the days in hk. i cant even remember how long we stayed, a week more or lesS? ish.. i had short term memory loss. *sioww* saying this, i came to realise that a habit has slowly grow in me. i alr have a plan or decision inside my head and tell me what to do and how to do it later but many times it happened to be diff from what/ how it supposed to be. automatically, i ll do in a diff way and not following the way i ve planned or made in the start. macam taiwanese drama you watch pop out an angel and then another devil telling me do it do it stop it stop it.
okay enuf of that, i ve jumped so far away again. its not unusual if this happens on me. lols. same like how i study my teks book. :S i dont read in a proper manner but jump from one chapter to another chapter and far far away. then during exam, i confused myself whether the Q meant was in this chapter or that chapter. O_O

it's 3.40am now. AM! you must be wondering why i m here. TO BLOG lar ofcoz. hah..
no lar, actaully i was studyin half way OK then suddenly felt like typing thats why i am here. so free hor? what to do. i am not sleepy not tired at all.- reason is i slept 1hour only yesterday. collapse liao. then i had a longgg sleep today and this has cause me insomnia. i can guarantee something. i will fall asleep in the library tomorrow. hahah.. i am bored now. i looked into my msn frens list, tot of findin someone that can talk to or at least someone willing to let me kacao but none. i guess everyone has gone to bed already, dreaming happily :) so nicee...
my brain works better during midnight. works well for most people i guess. A lots of sweet memorable memories keep poppin out frm my head. i wanted to write them all out but i wouldbt be able to do coz i know when i think of this i would lost the other thing. got me? hmmph! issit becoz memories are meant to be memories? Ah,camera is full of its usefulness.. snap snap snap ... snap all the memories. :)

back to country. i ve been to phuket, Bali, and Bangkok too. these places are rly amazing. every country has its own attractive side. okay dont ask me about the political or the history of that place. i do not know. but feel free to ask also coz who knows, maybe i know a lil about it. :)
still, the sweetest is london. lala~zui sam hak. a thing tat i regretted is I should ve continue to paris to spend at least a week there. *unhappy* from ldon to paris is so fast and easy. about 2h plus can reach. aiyaa... nvm..

die..4am already. shall continue my notes.

one of this guy. we only met once.(exclude the few times in mines). first good impression, and he has look. did talk on the phone few times. in the beginning, things seem to be alright, and i thought we would become fren. tats what he wish lar he said. "every act, there is a purpose behind".
From the way he talked, i feel like running away and just hang up. i tot i could accept it but i cant. how could i talk to someone like him on the phone. i hate ppl who talk words like....you know...rly omg... so many pigs, shapo, and bendan all these geli words. he wasnt tat dat bad i thought but i jus couldnt stand with ppl like this even it's jus a small thing? the way you speak is important lar..coz ur not my who. pls dont come out with all those words...i cannt tahan. omgg..run!

Dad's Day

2009-06-21T19:09:00.005+08:00

it's hot! ive got one n a half more day to study for tmr paper cost and management accounting.

everything doesnt goes in. i am dead! so dead.

study is bored.

Happy Father's Day superman! luv u alwaysss.... u know ur the best! :DDDD

every year father's day we never celebrate in the exact day..either a week before or a week after. this year is not exception too. superman is soo soo busy with his work and i am busy with nothing except midterm these few days. wanted to help him out but sked yue bong yue mong. hah.. you knw i am always ur good gal can already. :D *lovess*

2009-06-20T16:03:00.008+08:00

this morning i was awake by pl.. just a short msg, i smile.
havent seen her for quite a long time alr about few months alr?! no lah..not so long..but seems longgg..
she even tell me that she paktoh already..XD just wan to share with me wo..:D gong hei 2..
this is the first time she told me she pak tor already by herself.guess she's serious this time hahah.. gdluck gal.

back to note again T__T

happy bday Terence! i remember so i text him this mornin. i dont think he knows the person is me. (Oo)

2009-06-19T23:11:00.010+08:00

16/6/09

headed down to bangsar village after the goal settin thing since its not far away frm the place

walked around and had our diner ther..

soon after ivan called and asked whr were i

i said i m havin my dinner with a fren here in bangsar.

it's funny lah

he thn asked why bangsar, PUB or whatt

lols

ofcoz that time i didnt know bangsai is a famous

for pubs and obvioulsy, it s quite dangerous for the two of us to walk

on the street that lateO__O"

later only i know why he said so.

they went to penang yesterday >,<

how nice if i could tag along too >,,<

so many counters and fairs are waitin for me >,,,<

a lot of stuffss todo..

im always confuse which to do first and wat next

so many pages to read and remmeber.

i try to understand them, not just read and read.

but failed.

coz my brain is filled with too many things like...you probably know if you know==

cost management is difficult.

this is the sub that worries me the most

ofocz i dont want to fail in this sub hahah..

i am greedy like always..hehe..even a C can make me cry already=P

not greedy, i just wan things to be OKAY.not excellent.

at least, "go dek ji gei go guan" :D

back to book.

i still think it's a waste of time to study all non related accounting subs..

i dont know why but we all pay for it.

but still good to expose to diff areas...coz i luv marketing- business =D

mr gilbert says whats for to have a blog if dont update it.hehe

i am jus borrowing his words and use it lalal

so, no matter how lil time i have or bs i am i ll spend few minutes

to write soemthin down. nvr give excuses to myself. (:

again, to midv today.

eyebrow done thx Lisa (:

tryin out new thing clinelle. -- recommend by fren. lets see if it's okay with my skin

or nt heh. had carl junior ..yuckk i order star combo. it has cheese inside.taste rly awful>,<

and mango has BIGSALESS omggg people are everywhr and it''s sooo soo crowded i thought what..--" good gal me decided to go home to study and watch tv. :DDD

right choice i ve made better than waitin for the longg queue..XD

waiting nxt fri..

my superman....i forgotbuy him for father's day!!T_T

how...?! give him a kiss enuf lar..hahah

back to book. AND my best companion XXX :)

ppl like to judge without knowing.

and i am strong. i know more than you do, not many but enough. :)

i am in a missing mode again.i miss my long time no see frens, i miss the temperature, i miss goin back there again. T_T

2009-06-15T11:28:00.001+08:00

kinda new to 2NE1. duno who is who. -- bt rly luv their dancin and fire!

2009-06-14T22:40:00.002+08:00

haih.. gik sam. something is wrong with the msn, i tried whole day signin in but failed each time. currently using ebuddy. better than no. =D

2009-06-11T01:08:00.008+08:00

how to be wiser? i felt myself so stupid at times and lack of something?..
i wrote wrongly and everything got mess up. not complaining. i am just so angry of myself.
maybe...i push myself too much more than it shld be.

i lost my way back home again just now. suppose is the second turning i made the first turning hence i ended in sunway.. the road back from Puchong. paid extra rm1.50 and make a big u-turn. ish. my eyes hurt, i guess its becoz of the contact lens. been wearing it whole day long. will blind or not wan?:(
went to puchong for eTiQa to hear some briefing for the ocming IT fair in midv. so bored coz the brieifng is exactly the same as i heard the first time. it was kinda weird and i was wonderin why i were ther? haha. but its a good thing i went. coz ther r things i need to settle and if i didnt go today, then its gonna be a mess again.@@ at least, i ve settled down another thing. another thing that upset me is...well...this is rly pissin me off. not goin to say here. i am rly angry of myself. i am always that slowww... anway, just hope and hope miracle happens. :)

okay, continue, after briefin met up with superman and went to eat.( my diner) ==" diner at 11pm.. can die.. @@ superman started to give warnin and warn me go buy some breads and put in inside the car== had crabs and mee. after supper, go back cheras and arrived at 12.35am...

decided to go for only saturday for this IT fair coz i seriously need time to revise for midterm. although i rly hope to continue both fri and sunday but no choice. just has to let go and save it for next time (:

too much to share, but time has limit. So, i gotta stop here.
peace V,V

01.22, xin fu de wei dao-kay.

17 again.

2009-06-09T23:49:00.005+08:00

i forgotten the date already. heh.. at the garden enjoy ahuhu huhaha lol

bday boys. :) at mcd

watch 17 again today with kann xmin and her sis. (: quite a nice movie heh vry funny larat certain parts.

gdnite

i luv barney, barneyyy luv meee

2009-06-08T18:34:00.013+08:00

heee... bump into barney,barney wanted to take pic with me

how can i refuse..? :DDD

guess where were i?

i was inside the lift.

consider a special incident

xoxo ^^

have been workin for the past 3 days in the mines book fair.

plus! the 5 days sales. total eight days.

tiring yet fun.

working outside, experience diff things and face with diff people

aren't easy at all-this is what we need to face soon later future.

nt to mention, the people here are nice-thx for being helpful and kind to me heh

and the credit card boy nxt booth- for being kind enuf to share the blue n black pen with me XD

and

our leader ivan. he's really good in leadin us all

jus am nt so happy at the end of the last day, coz i made some mistake

and cause some troubles to him. so sry and i felt rly bad abt that.

but that doesnt matter anymore. :D

cow again... hehe

apples not pumpkin.cute hor? a colleague taught me this.

before this i didnt knw it can be tat special XD

wan learn? pay me and i ll guide u =P jk

that auntie was so kind, she gave me discount and free 2 cute notes book for me.
hah.. the left one and the right one. i pay the middle minnie

this is bamboo saving bank. also marks the beginning of tzu chi's mission.

revivin this tradition of savin in a bamboo XD

lets do some charity!

and start saving.

good bargain! hah.. 10bucks each box. i ve tried it, very good quality and the sale

person was realy nice. but he dun let us to mix blue together with black

so i ajak the credit card boy(mian loong) to share.XD tq ya. ^^

bought these too. lolx.. there's always no fullstop for stationery
cuteness =.="

money flies ~

cheryl, i buy what i wan already, thx! (:

last bt not least, hair clip?! or call wat?

not touchin our group asm and all... not contributing anything yet..sry gals... bt sayin sry and feelin guilty wont help anythin, but actions do rite?...

okay, tats all . gtg

2009-06-03T10:15:00.001+08:00

late one day de but still here to wish you a happy birthday...koh kien weng.

现在的心情就像骇浪一样。

2009-05-28T19:55:00.001+08:00

2009-05-25T13:44:00.008+08:00

Don't be surprise okay. You're in the right page mylovepurple.blogspot.com . hehe:D
something new and fresh every 2 weeks or a month. theme for this time is pink. flowers are pink.

was back frm uni, ate mix rice grandma da bao

gtg, superman rushin

continued...

my whole body frm top to toe are in pain now. due to excessive of excercise.
drank 2 big bottle of water which is not enough.

so little time. :(

*practicing time adjustment*

good news, my patientness has improved. gong hei me. heh

note to myself: nothing is too late.

幸福的味道.

2009-05-23T23:36:00.000+08:00

幸福的味道怎么忘得了
回忆要学习痛过就微笑
忘掉却做不到

如果幸福的味道想了也难了
转眼就梦到再一次也好
想要紧紧拥抱你给的好

幸福的味道默默在发酵
烦恼忘掉烦恼
浓浓化不掉该如何抓牢

如果幸福的味道就这样忘了
就算后来一次又一次的寻找
心跳感觉得到
你给的好.

Baby Kah wei and Honeymoon.

2009-05-23T16:50:00.012+08:00

hanhan..

i had a very long and boring talk about coop in uni yesterday. i was a lil regret of being a part of the listenercoz it's reallyyyyy useless to me. okay lah...not 100% useless but didnt really help. just cv/resume all and taught us how to access to the coop site and fill thm. after that, all were total rubbish(+_+) basics that we all already know and just repeating. and it was realy stuffy in there(MPH HALL). uni gonna spend the money on the c'min new hotel and i duno what else.-- shld improve others as well. since the fees aren't cheap at all. make the students satisfy ma hor.

before the briefin ends, i was in a dilemma whether to leave or stay until it over. i hate when i am in a dilemma. coz....it's either yes or no. and i decided to stay, which is the wrng choice i ve made. fine(: i stayed.......right after the briefin ended, i got a called frm mommy again(lost count on hw many times alr) and my dear s.ting jie. thn i straight drove back to kepong and arrived at 6pm. wowww....getting prooo..@@ everyone was already thr waiting..luckily i wasn't the last one to reach. was her>s.ting. XD was starve like madddd. finally, got to relative house which located in citydamansara. baby 1 month old party...cute lil baby kah wei. she has her sis eyes :D the foods was bad to be honest. i guess the reason is becoz the chef is a malay.halal. and no PORK! hahah.. =P

leave early coz the young one like us got bored so fasttt and the old one stayed chitchattin and drink... no where to go, "saikafu" recommend us to go for honeymoon. he said the dessert was good.

cute babygal .. she's so quiet sittin on the sofa, jus starin at ppl. cute

makan makan..

i luv this place a lot... vry comfortable and simple.

mango icy swallow.

honeydew melon soy bean curd.

Assorted fruits icy swallow. deliciuoss..

got 5 ringit voucher. but i gav it to sting already. for her and her bf. :D

gals talk.

2009-05-22T00:55:00.004+08:00

a very special topic today and i laughed till my stomach pain. hah. well, it's about our future. our duty as a wife and result gain by our future husband..hehe.. very interesting tao?! XD

gdnite.

*new kitty musicplayer at the bottom of this blog. cute..

Angels & Demons Day.

2009-05-20T21:20:00.002+08:00

what what whatttt

2009-05-18T23:33:00.004+08:00

i am feeling so excited and HAPPY now.
i hope this feelin will last longer, not just 15min. hehe.

better days are coming... =P hopefully.

PS.

2009-05-17T23:36:00.011+08:00

play pet society a while and i ve changed it frm purple to pink and become a PIG. heh..(^@^)

nt levellin up and not wanted to coz ...itwill take a longgg time. giv up. hehe. too late for rc?mm...

aiyyayar, read this . when will this over?

greenHat with teddy?!

2009-05-17T20:31:00.008+08:00

who's this gorgeous? XD

i do not knw his name i do not how old he is

i knw absoloutely nth about him.

i only knw he looks cute with the white teddyyyy

hugsss

UCSI U is bein so cruel to me and yj.

my c.selection for coop placement test 1 was being rejected by 10972,

plus!

it has reached the duedate already!

Dead.

i hate it, i rly hate it whn thing turns out like this out of a sudden! ==

hopefuly it ll be alright after tomorrow :) no big deal.

today's so SO SOO HOT! or only me feelin hot today?@@ whole day.

like i m in a 70 degree celcius isolated place! i knw i knw 34 at least?

erm, nothing to do right now.

15minutes more to go,

WAH LAI TOI.

tadaaa