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its been a month or two since i rly sat on the sofa in the living room and watch a movie.. usually during this hour thats either i was doin my stuff outside or hanging out with frens or workin in the counter. i even missed out my fav show "mou gik han" from the first show till the end.. but luckily enuf, i got to watch the final replay today in wahlaitoi hehe :D cartoonnetwork super yeng loh..heh.. and the BBox boy Shwan if i am not mistaken?! how did he do that??! with all the sounds mix? luv it.
otherthan that, i teman my bak leong today to jusco selatan bo buy couzies's new year cloths. it was so packed and i kept yawning, maybe lack of slp or slp too much i ve got no idea.. shun bian visit stephy at speedy and bought clannad dvd's season 1 and 2 + soundtracks!! yeahhh!!
back to new year..hw did i celebrate my new yearr? hmm..as planned, we had diner at shogun and crazy takin photos.. and i think shogun foods is way better than some othr buffer. one of it is jogoya i must say... maybe the foods quality had downgrade alr compare to last time.. after dine, we continue our nxt session to myew hse and tae hse to watch movie.. everyone was tired alr...i was not excluded..

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this will be the last post for 2009

this is really weird. and suprised me. the other day, i went to visit my ah gu at gleneager. i dun feel nervous or hands swt when i go inside the hospital. i even dare to go to the lift by myself and buy 100plus. (: good job myee! kononlah,, takut hantu!! just like yesterday night, while i drove home alone, the car was silent, and i takut tengok the back mirror! very quiet the road....scare lah.... haish... oky, my ah gu, he got heart attacked, and he's in hdc now, critical and very serious condition. Sad for ah gu family members and his loved one.. doctor said he ll leave us anytime... i hope ah gu's son Ah Leong will see and read the star newspaper and come back home~to see ah gu for the last time..

today will be the last day for 2009. quick rite...
New Year, will always be a better year... :))))
more joy, more luck, more income, and most importantly, good health!


Happy New Year!

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1st Gathering smkcp choir members

it's nice to have a gathering once in a bluemoon.. FB does keep us all connected but its different if we could see each other face to face. its nice to see them again after so long..talk craps all the way.. heh.. more people came than i expect... quite lookin frward fr the nxt gather....

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battery is running low, i ve gt to rush and finish typing before it shuts down hehee.. guess where am i nw? came to tae's house play yest night, watched the davincci code. i went to sleep half way(not even half)...they continue to watch The Island. until wat time i dont know. everyone is still sleeping like pig now except me and koh playing his shooting games. hehe.. currently puttin on earphone and listenin to wedding dress on the ttplayer. so sweat..xD

my christmas this year is quite speciaal..quiet and peaceful...together with my bffs and coll frens.. maybe because we ve tried out too many plans already, now we hardly can think of goin anywhr or even plan for an activity hehe..

will have a gathering tonight at wong kok. waiting others to confirm the time.
gotto stop here. ta!

wake them up wake them up! xD

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had an appointement today with mak for lunch supposed but ended up at 3 shopping malls which are at subang area, he vry familiar with. unlike me, vry unfamilar with PJ road. same thing, gossips and eat eat eat! most of the time our topics is relate with wat we are doin right now. quite serious stuff to talk about but we just have to. hah.. headed to sunway to survey some stuffs and suddenly thought of crocs which i thought of getting myself one. went into crocs shop and same as midv, no more stock. that sales person ask us to try subang parade. took us 15min to reach there. dun have my size. was in between size 5 and 7. "lucky" me huh.. the sales person was quite helpful though checked for me and she said ioi and 1U got my size! oh yayy.. mak said ioi lah since its near. finally, got it. i feel so great now~~ and mak is happy too becos he get to see such a cute kitty shoes!! hahah.. i guess, this is the first time i buy a shoe buy until so happy..vry different....and it is CUTE! so cute arr ..meow meow...

reached home... wait superman home and everyone starts our meal..great dine.. bak leong and ah yi said i goin 20 already in the year of 2010. haihs.. why so quick?! i can feel the pressure lah.. i keep denyin it and said i am only 19. and i told superman, "pls dont take me as an adult age of 20 can?". continue take me as a 19year old gal but dun treat me as a kid. he said, "okay". hah.. the feeling is great. i feel great today. hope tmr, the day after tmr..and the following days, months, years also a great great one.

oh yea..one more thing, would like to remind all my dear drens and readers here, please and PLEASE becareful and be alert when driving.. please... i received a bad news frm my ah yi today tat her cousin sis husband was passed away just now in a car accident. left 4 childrens and a wife here and her family was jus average. more sad cases, this year was a bad year for ah yi's family side. 2 uncles and 1 auntie was passed away due to cancer. and 3 was passed away too because of car accident. shock me and unbelievable. RIP

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其实要坚持并不是一件容易的事. 耐心..等..好几次當我想要放弃的時候, 我會告訴自己，請等等! 當我沒有耐心想要continue下去的時候,我會告訴自己請多想想! 要做就不要怨,要怨就不要做.. 当然,我不想强迫自己. 这就是为什么我给自己一些时间来放松和思考.. 在2010年,是我的新开始.年龄变老,时间传递速度更快.他说的是正确的,年轻就是金钱.对我来说,没有什么比它更重要.我多么希望我能得到这一切在很短的时间内完成,实在不容易.机会已经出现,只是取决于我是否愿意与否.. 事实上我已经接受了它.. 现在,每天当我醒来告訴自己,要勇於面對每一件事..and think positively.

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back. from pangkor island, had some good time there. the only thing tat quite dissapointed me was snorkellin.. overall was okay. enjoyed myself.

christmas is near. thought of making some xmas cards..

managed to make 2. cant think of any already. @@

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wo yao ai zhi ji duo yi dian..

i want to love myself more..

how to love myself more? treat myself with the best, take care of my own skin by sleeping early( i knw i wouldnt be able to do this but i ll try at least), go for facial, eat more fruits, drink more water, and drink more soup. buy myself some lotion, treat myself to eat some good things which i seldom to so, fast food is a big no no! keep myself in a good image no matter in dressing or hair style, in conclusion, love myself more starting from now on.

decide to join the pangkor trip with my bffs. a lot of things to do ! oh yay!

myee, gdluck!

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this girl ar.. i really beh tahan her. you know why? she did somethin rly out of my expect and made me forced to do somethin i never expect i ll do it. although she's a bit rude sometimes, but i like her because of her sincerity and being so straight forward to herself and also to some ppl around her. i truly apreaciate for what she had done to me yesterday night when i was really down and heart broken. my heart totally break into pieces when i get to know my answer frm the person once i loved before. This gal said to me, " sad 1 day is enuf!". do you know what she ask me to do, after i told her how i feel? she asked me to call the guy and asked him whether he love me or not!? i never thought i would hav the gut to do such thing!! where does the gut comes from?!! we were talking in the msn, she asked me to "GO!". i told her i am scared. she said, "dont worry, she ll always be here with me". AND she started counting down "10,9,8,7,6,5........1 GO!" i hold tightly my mobile staring at the guy name and then i called. i really called! it was 2.30am tat time. he answered my call. Finally, i got my answer. i couldnt let go becoz i didnt get my answer. now i got my answer alr and decision was made. i m rly proud of myself this time. although the ending is not like wat i wish to be like but it doesnt mean its not good to me. to the reality, its a very good start to me and also everyone. and also those who rly care fr me. i realize these few months i ve been ignoring somebody or someone tat rly do care abt me but i didnt notice all the while becoz my heart was already with somebody else. feelin guilty bt tats no use of feelin this way. i think i shld start apreaciate those who rly apreciate me and give a chance for myself. never try never know. right gal(u know who u r)? my current status nw shld be single and available. looking for mr.right in the future.. ofcos, he has to be good looking enuf, smarter than me, independent not dependent, mature as in future planning, fun, social, and most importantly know how to love.

its nice to hav frens beside when i need them, i knw they ll always be there for me. xiexieni.

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jenn and i. she has a vryy cuteee whitepoodle *_*

snake arnd at oneU.
mystery feelin.. angels are all arnd..?
heard my fren say more cupids n angels at the curve~ i wanna go!

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cham la cham la..
.. >__<
i am not god, i wont know what u r thinking if you dont say anythin..
i am just a normal girl full of questions now but i dont care much abt u already.
only like this i ll be happier.
when i was here waiting, you didn come to me
when i no longer want you to come fr me, and you'd come. what is this?!!!
hmm..anyhw, i felt great things re like tat (:
at least i knw i am something to you...

long way to go, i cn feel tis... bless me.

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i am a vry random person i realize. very ramdom tat type. i can tell you i wan to do this now and the next few second i ll change. does this means i am one tat has no own decision? i hope i am not. its hard for me to change to not become random. Mr.Joseph said, "nobody can change us, our parents or our frens, except ourself". We re just influence by them and we re the only one that has our own thoughts and just us can change ourself to become better.

what else?coincidentally yesterday and last friday, two frens claims tat i had no sense of direction?(mei you fang xiang gan). i cannot differentiate left and right. fr example,tat friday when i was at my fren's office, i out frm the toilet and there were left and right turn to back to the room, i took the wrng turn. this is jus one example. i cannt take this example and prove i m one tat has no fong hiong gam! hah..


it's hard to find someone or a fren tat has same interest and desire with me. we all have diff future plans, and its all becoz of our different thoughts. it is nice when i can talk to someone like me and we can do things we like together, especially things tat relate with future and life. (eg:money and people). i am more realistic now compare to the old me. i dont like sayin certain topics already, i find myself vry fast get annoyed with those topics espcially whn we had no common interest...


Now i am no longer care abt what people think of me or say abt me. miracle rite? i ask myself, "why?how come you dont care anymore, i tot the old myee would always care?" haha.. i knw why already lar. because she dont take this small things as a big thing in her life already. she sees further than it and also, becos there more important things to be seen other than this small little thing...



gtg. gaming session. V_V



read this yest becos i was bored after back home. no ending though.. :(

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at batu feringgi. with eTiQa frens

first time play with the jetski and banana boat. fun!

this is maycy!

sunnie, stephanie, nicole and i.

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I think i m going to join a new company soon! DMCM also known as digital media consultancy and management. DSG network is what i am gonna work for. vry brief, DMCM is a co. tat work for advertising and also provide guarantee sales volume back to their clients. this is whr DSG plays their role here. vry attractiv to me and i m liking it. honestly i do nt hav much knowlegde or experience in direct selling, my family dont work for this field, and i never try it before and this is my first time! idk people will cheat me or not or will i cheat by them or not i cannot guarantee but hopefully dont let tis happen to me lar..hah.. nth much to talk this co., or hw it works,plus i dun feel like writin everythin out here. in conclusion, RESULTS is what i am looking for. tats it.
1 more month till my year2 semester 1.vry excited n lookin forward to those tough subjs and new people! was actually plannin something. mostly my work and studies. Time management is vry crucial to me now! its vry important. BALANCE is what i want. and i wan to see hw i work for both and results! i do not want myself just by saying with no results. ( THIS IS WAT I WAN IT TO BE LIKE SO FAR).
oh yeah, i attended etiqa takaful 2days1night seminar yest at seri pacific hotel. not bad, overall was okay. the speakers were great especially joseph,Jo! he's a vry good speaker and i learned a lot frm him.
mem are more visualise than women, women are more kinesthetic than men. i have both you know?!

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1/12/09
its first of decemeber. so fast hor?AND im gettin older day after day. i shld think in the positive way no? mm..
woke up early mornin, get scolded by grandma while i was still slping :S:S after few times shouted by her i finally got myself out frm the bed lols. my wrng! i deserved it! :(
rush rush rush to kajang to renew my passport! guess wat, it shifted to bangi liao. sigh! big sigh.
called few people and thn i drove home drop mahmah. went to pick up myew and continue our journey to bangi. == aiyor, memang tiring. *collapsed*pity myew terpaksa teman me to do my passport thing. nyway, thank you.
my passprt reached d expired date which is 2months ago six days after my brithdate. either i choose to pay rm100 for 2 years or rm300 last for 5 years. luckily the good guy told me abt kios machine (express machine) so tat i dont need to wait for 4, 5 , or 6 hours till my turn! first of all, my patient has limit. i rather pay a lil bit more and save more time. although i was nt rushin for anywhr lar tat time butbut i still think its the same. 2 or 5 yrs... hmm... watever it is its done! woohoo.. settled.. but more to come.... sigh.. people people...
night, watched christmas carol and 2012. my bad my bad! i fell asleep while watchin these two great movies.. :( T___T i paid to sleep... i missed the critical part in 2012!! shythe betul.. nvm..
got my results alr. got 68 for FM and 61 for BS. my BS is rly ewww..

thats it... jumpin happily out frm this bed and enjoy d yummy chocolates frm usbezkistan! my souvinier frm my frens (: and almonds! vry hard almond! xp

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At VS (usj) delicious and costly. nice place gd ambience

at bukit tinggit jusco..

this is wat we called "paradise"

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original price was rm118 after discount rm69.90 :S

exp but worth it.

this is wat i got for my lil sis n bro in the bk fair.

good for both

whether its in real life or edu ^^

i ve to complain again. my feet!

it hurts.. sobsob

standing is a good exercise, painful. hahah.

nw i knw hw much i hate to stand xD

4 more days to go yoh!

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