friends.

i dont know if you know. but i am quite a positive person on this topic. sometimes maybe. because i think that there are people wants to sincerely be my friend. but,sometimes,this might happen,i dont really trust on them. i often think they just want benefits. and no doubt it is true. It is really sad. i dont understand why they do that. or is it because friends are to be treated like that? No! i always feel that friends are to be treasured and not just because of gaining benefits from them. Not because i ve experienced it, but it' is really what people do. And i dont understand how can some people betray the others. for every bad thing i did i keep inside my heart most of the time or i will share it with my close friend, but i did try to change. at least i try. it is no wonder that people will do something wrong. As we grow up, we changed dont we? from the bad to good , good to bad or ramain unchanged. i dont know. People have their own thought. I dont mind those people i dont know how they think of me. because i just dont care. but i mind how my friend sees me and judge me. Also, i mind it if i hurt other's people feelings. But on the other handsome people could just walk awy carefreely without thinking of other's feeling. Most of us easily get influenced with what some other people say. And i have to say i hate rude people and lala people. i am not saying they are no good, just..hmm..dont know how.. but really, how am i going to communicate with them and how am i suppose to respond to them if we re two different kind of people. Maybe because i ve never met one before? Yes, i did. when i was 14. we used to be very close and because of some reasons, we are no longer friends. So i dont get it why some people luv ruining other people. they re so bad. friends are really important. we got to cherish any friendships. sometimes when your relative or family couldn help you out, but your friends. and they are also those people who can help you out when you are facing problems alone. :) isnt it good to have true friends an i think that will makes life fun :) okay okay.

how long i ve been here already.. i remember i said i wanted to go to sleep already and i dont know why i will ended here writing this nonsense things... lolx.. gdnite blog. sweet dreams my frens.. =D