i am a vry random person i realize. very ramdom tat type. i can tell you i wan to do this now and the next few second i ll change. does this means i am one tat has no own decision? i hope i am not. its hard for me to change to not become random. Mr.Joseph said, "nobody can change us, our parents or our frens, except ourself". We re just influence by them and we re the only one that has our own thoughts and just us can change ourself to become better.

what else?coincidentally yesterday and last friday, two frens claims tat i had no sense of direction?(mei you fang xiang gan). i cannot differentiate left and right. fr example,tat friday when i was at my fren's office, i out frm the toilet and there were left and right turn to back to the room, i took the wrng turn. this is jus one example. i cannt take this example and prove i m one tat has no fong hiong gam! hah..


it's hard to find someone or a fren tat has same interest and desire with me. we all have diff future plans, and its all becoz of our different thoughts. it is nice when i can talk to someone like me and we can do things we like together, especially things tat relate with future and life. (eg:money and people). i am more realistic now compare to the old me. i dont like sayin certain topics already, i find myself vry fast get annoyed with those topics espcially whn we had no common interest...


Now i am no longer care abt what people think of me or say abt me. miracle rite? i ask myself, "why?how come you dont care anymore, i tot the old myee would always care?" haha.. i knw why already lar. because she dont take this small things as a big thing in her life already. she sees further than it and also, becos there more important things to be seen other than this small little thing...



gtg. gaming session. V_V



read this yest becos i was bored after back home. no ending though.. :(