oh yea. another thing i realised about myself recently. i just feel like expressin it out. i prefer sayin out than keepin all inside :D friends dot whoever that knows me well or has been a fren of mine then they will know how much i care for this word "friendship". i take this word vryserious and never take it for granted. sometimes i even feel like i treat my frens even better than i treat myself. i mean, yeah lar,wher got such thing you must treat me good bcoz i treat you good. cmon.. frens come and go. true frens, they wil always be thr for you no matter rain or sunny. always ready to listen and help out. not 24hours stick with you is considered a good fren. friends. no matter how much time we spend together, much or less is not a matter anymore.itis comes frm the heart. sincerity. not words only. action comes before word. i used to hav many close frens, but not anymore. my good frens list had decrease. it is sad but this is the fact. anyway, i dont feel sad anymore because i think on the brigth side. i dont hav the old feeling inside me anymore. maybe because i think diffently already or i ve become more mature already.? mature people will think like mature people right?(i duno why i am talking all these...) lolx. i dont know. time will tell.