Listen to My Heart...: June 2008

>> Monday, June 30, 2008

today is 30th of june
also the last day of June
and here comes July.. say Hello to July..
hmm today was great.
there were so many uncle aunties came to visit
ucsi today. (haha) what a special day lol (;
i think they come for the JPA those thing lah
thn met xm in the fountain there and talked a while
with her before i went for my probabilty class.
during probabilty lecture, i was nearly fell alseep loh tell u
and a very disgusting guy sat beside me
know what he did?
he put his pen inside his mouth and then he lick it
and make 360 degree around his mouth...
yucckkkkk so disgusting....geli betul
hope he wont be sitting beside me anymore or i shld say
bless me dont let me sit beside him again... ><
after the 2h boring lecture, kann, me, hxian,kyan,n rainbw
went to eat at the canteen. i had oily lou xu fen today =S
after the lunch we spent another 1hour plus in the library
umm realy nvr expect will see C's fren thr lor..
i dint notice his presence at first coz i was
talking with rainbw that time until kann told me he was there.
hahaha. he was so funny n blur at the same time.
is like that actually...
we are almost to go alr wan
thn left kann and i sitting thr
thn i saw C's fren sitting alone thr
i thought he was doing his hw n he looked like vry stress
rubbing his head up n down..
so, i start the vry first step and wave at him..
guess what!!!?
i already wave many times at him but he still didn
notice me lor...... omgggg!!!! =.=lll
he was just sitting beside us only okay..
and then kann started to laugh already
i also almost cannot tahan alr ...(HAHAHAH)
kann was saying the ppl who sat at the back thr
was laughing at us.. =.="""
i stood up walked nearer and wave my hand even nearer
to him .... finally he saw me. =.=
he was not doing his hw but playing his psp
he thn pulled his head set,right one out
he couldnt hear what i was talking
thn he pulled the other one out also..
i asked, "have you finished your MS assignment yet?"
he answered, "oh havent o,they still doing theirs and wait
them finish first only my turn to do. why"?
i replied, i forgotten what i ve said to him @@
soemthing like tat "ohh nth just ask only, which Q ah?"
he said, "tradisional thing, BULU AYAM."
i was like, huh...what bulu ayam..?
thn we laughed.. i saw him laughin too.
mayb he sees us laughin wat so funny thing
thn he also feel weird laugh along
hahah i felt so silly... -.-
thn we go off..
all the way out frm the library
we cant stop laughing...

haha....

haha...

haha...

.....

kann said, "i heard he said BUBUR AYAM just now".
again, i cant control myself and laughed again..so swt...
not funny..no...not... quite funny ler..ha..
i still dont knw what "bulu ayam" he was saying.
or maybe we heard it wrongly..

haha

and yeah, our probability lecturer Miss Chan. she is cool~
i m starting to like her already...
she will be teaching in ucsi until the end of the year only
then she will continue her PHD at UM .. =D

( Fri )Day

>> Sunday, June 29, 2008

view from bdr puteri puchon =)

erm better than lookoutpoint rite?

very low quality hp dad's wan nt mine XD
hehe after dine she will just walk out of the gate
and stand there looking at the view that she luv so much

think....

hmm.. i missed the sunset again ler ><

while waitin for him... i took ah yi sun glasses out
and ji luin again =D

dad saw n he laugh lor i pretend tak tao only

so fish eh (O.o")

look pale hor? not enough slp ler.. Zz

can't see my teeth..

see my teeth * smile =)

after my ji luin sec went to Pappa Kopitiam for lunch

hhehe hahah shld go thr more often lar

evry fri or sat maybe.. (;

i like the atmosphere there...

and i like the pappa bread

and the pappa abc also haha

try the others nxt time..

(sat..)DAY

>> Saturday, June 28, 2008

i am in a good mood now,

dont ask why just feel good hehe ;)

erm today's was okay.

vry crowded of people loh..

b'coz of midnite sales i think and tmr is sunday ma..

although i am tired standing standing

for 8h. except the 1h break..

but still okay eh.. (;

the people there are nice and friendly,

especially Steven the supplier

had tought me so many things :)

not really that much but more than enuf ha

while i was halve way promoting,

i suddenly thought of the carnival

which held at my secondary school smkcp today,

felt pretty sad couldn attend for it..

i miss my teachers(some of it only) and my frens,

felt like never seen them for a long long time alr,

info frm one of my best fren

33 people had join the donation blood campaign

and she is one of the kind one,

to be honest if i were her,

i wouldnt go donate my blood lah,

not because of what lah

i takut jarum =S

others i maybe will consider lar

jarum a-big-no-no !!

envy her, so brave lor..

but make sure ur in a gd condition first before

u donate

enuf sleep and enuf blood!!haha

alright enough for today

i want to crawl to my bloved bed now,

pull the blankets,

off the light,

and zzZz..

gd.night~

sweet dreams~

friday morning..

>> Friday, June 27, 2008

couldnt sleep now so end up typing this song lyric from mariah carey "ByeBye"..

This is for my people who just lost somebody

Your best friend, your baby,

your man, or your lady

Put your hand way up high

We will never say bye (no, no, no)

Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins

This is for my people who lost their grandmothers

Lift your head to the sky ‘cause we will never say bye

As a child there were them times

I didn’t get it but you kept me in line

I didn’t know why you didn’t show up sometimes

On sunday mornings and I missed you

But when we talked too

All them grown full things

Separation brings

You never let me know it

You never let it show because

You loved me and obviously

There’s so much more left to say

If you were with me today face to face

Chorus

I never knew I could hurt like this

And everyday life goes on like

“I wish I could talk to you for awhile”

“I wish I could find a way try not to cry”

As time goes by

And soon as you reach a better place

Still I’ll give the whole world to see your face

And I’m bragging right next to you

It feels like you gone too soon

The hardest thing to do is say bye bye~

By-Bye By-bye By-bye

By-Bye

And you never got the chance to see how good

I’ve done

And you never got to see me back at number one

I wish that you were here to celebrate together

I wish that we could spend the holidays together

I remember when you used to tuck me in at night

With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that

I held so tightI thought you were so strong

That you can make it through whatever

It’s so hard to accept the fact you’re gone forever

Chorus

I never knew I could hurt like this

And everyday life goes on like

“I wish I could talk to you for awhile”

“I wish I could find a way try not to cry”

As time goes by

And soon as you reach a better place

Still I’ll give the world to see your face

And I’m bragging right next to you where

It feels like you gone too soon

The hardest thing to do is say bye bye~

By-Bye By-bye By-bye

By-Bye

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody

Your best friend, your baby,

your man, or your lady

Put your hand way up high

We will never say bye (no, no, no)

Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins

This is for my people who lost their grandfather

Lift your head to the sky ‘cause we will never say bye

I never knew I could hurt like this

And everyday life goes on like

“I wish I could talk to you for awhile”

“I wish I could find a way try not to cry”

As time goes by

And soon as you reach a better place

Still I’ll give the world to see your face

And I’m bragging right next to you

It feels like you gone too soon

The hardest thing to do is say bye bye..

2.17am ~

>> Thursday, June 26, 2008

house electric went off suddenly last night after i came home. what a bad day. can't live without electricity loh!!! So we stayed a night at bak leong house. good news midterm is finally over. Today's C.E was okay. but did very badly for writing.. (t_ t) reactions not actions!!! stupid me* went to the garden yest with dady ah yi n mahmah.. shopping=relax shopping=relax=happy (; got myself 2tops frm Elle and 1 frm Soda. spotted a grey sweater heh tried out a nyonya restaurnt thr(nyonya colors). like the pulut taitai n raddish cake eh.. thn i bought half dozn of donuts frm big apple. err i personally feel that jco is better.. =) steal 2 pics from christine hahaha scroll down....

yes yes this angle*chubby* =))))

not him *faints

>> Wednesday, June 25, 2008

I was too tired to wake up this morning. I set my alarm to 06.20am and when it rang i tried to get myself up frm the bed but failed to do so. Eventually, i sms kahann and told her that i will skip for CE class. After sms her, i sleep back again. got up at 9 something and studied a lil of Mstudies. Had some mee before i went to shower. no appetite eh.. hmm.. reached coll at 11.30am no luck .. couldnt find a nice parking. park the car at the very very end ...until you can see the mountain behind smiling at you lolx =D met up with kann at block C. Had my 2 midterm paper today Probabilities and M.studies. for ms students are required to answer 4 questions out of 7. omg! my fingers hurt. well obj question isn't easy.. most of it i just tembak lah haha!! after ms paper i dont know why i was so excited and felt relieved haha. exam is not over yet. i still have Writing For Academic and C.Essential on thursday. continue..after ms we went to have our lunch/dinner at 118/811.. not much choices we went at the wrong timing haha. as usual while eatin we chat..plan to go somewhr for the coming sem break hehe. dont know if it ll works out like what we plan or not but hopefully lar. just wanted to have some great time with family and frens for the coming sem break (; my stomach now was filled with foods. so much of prawn and mushroom(i don't like the real mushroom but i like the red mushroom lar =)) i dont really enjoy eating sometimes hehe but it depends lar.. hehe

"myee, why eat so little wan? eat more."

LOT 100!! (>,O)

>> Sunday, June 22, 2008

there is one thing inside my mind now which i think i have to think very carefully and properly before i make a decision. hmm... which one? marketing or accounting&finance ask myself. who can help me out help~

>> Thursday, June 19, 2008

green..

"The Missing"

cousin sis (:

guess who is this?? =P

Cheryl missing!! O.o

kann n me

taken by myee

waaa... ghost between the hair?? =S

yes, madam!! ;>

smile =DD

down down down T__T
Uncle Robert just called to ask if mahmah
can go to london by the end of this month
for 1-2months !!! 1 month is SO LONG!!!!
due to some reasons i wont be able to go along with
mah mah
coll.exams.work. :'(
"i worried you only, they all knw how to take k of themself alr"
"oh no need to worry me wan lar"
"i know i know, and i know i am gonna miss you..so so much." T_T
at that moment how i wish i could follow her
coz i know i ll miss her so so much lar
sighhh what to do she has to go also lar *sob*
well will have my midterm exam next week.
i dont know if i can get good marks or nt this time
but i will try my best lar eventhough i dont hav much
time to study now.. especially weekend =(
means i hav to full use of my time
today and tomorrow. Jyjy lah!! (:
err did i mention before i hate MALAYSIAN STUDIES
so muchh
DO NOT COMPARE WITH SEJARAH O.K!
SEJ is one of my fav sub ><
not the book itself the prob is the lecture
alright thats all for today post
to be continued
Tata (;

>> Sunday, June 15, 2008

Yesterday(friday) was a tiring day.Plim pcheng and me almost pengsan alr. by 1.30 we reached petaling street and then we walked to pasar seni and change to putraline to kelana jaya. Reached KJ 2.30pm ngamngamhou.Mag(our supervisor) sms said the meeting was canceled so we will have a short practice at their office at Shah Alam!!! so far away and the weather was terrible hot! HOT! then the driver Kamal said those African people also cant stand the weather here. "so funny". Practice practice Explain explain YES finally we managed to finish them before the sky turns dark then mag drop us at KJ station then we balik sendiri. at first we plan to try the Marco Pizza which located opposite KJ station. heard Marco famous is mushroom soup ler. too bad i dont like mushroom soup plus quite late alr so we went home. on the way home
we stopped by at somewhere duno wat place and dabao wantanmee. vry delicious geh wtm.. but i dont like char xiu. reached home alr 8something. wasted whole day for the-not-so-important-thing Haha giksei. its not easy to earn 120. ishhz.. but we ve improved a lot alr lar compare with first time. hehe mag had recorded down and i wana ask her to send me all so tat i can look back and laugh myself XD Today, before i went out with the 4 girls went to sueyen house and return her the belt and hav some chitchatin with her. miss her n auntie so much coz quite some time never seen them. 2pm myun called. never seen them for almost 6months already. finally get to see them ve been missing them so so much .. no whr to go in order to safe for petrol money haha nearest place Jusco secret recipe. so much to talk about
still so crzy over shoppin n girl stuff @@ we all left at 7 so hm seh dek ar.. today was fun. its nice to see them again after a long time.

Night..
dady called "darlin, that day u said u want wat turtle ar?"" star turtle issit?"
" YES YES!! STARRR TURTLE.."
"ohhhhh then i buy 1 pair larr...."
"harr??REAL OR NOT??"
"yealar hahaha"
"wahlao!!! so...so HAPPYY =DD"
MY BABY!!!!
omg!! i just cant stop laughin and =)
YEAHH!!
i dont think i can slp dy ar tonight..
its alr late 01.50am... i am so energetic now
drinkin "sunKISS" sambil tulis ini. Hehe
finally got if you could see me now frm koh
thx for keepin it for me for "so long time" alr =P
i missed my 2nd baby locoroco yesterday.. T__T
hapie happie .. XD

>> Tuesday, June 10, 2008

Just to make sure my blog

is not being not-updated,

i forced myself to

write something eventhough

i'm in a VERY TIRED

condition now.

EVERYTHING just come all together

and now i feel like

i almost can't handle them.

I don't even have a 30min nap.

SO TIRED!!

My legs broke!!

For the very first time,

i went to the court

full of excitement

back with dissapoinment.

i gonna get myself on

the bed now and

give myself a REST

before i faint down.

Sweet dreamss

oh ya! gd news for myself

ive gt a job which recommend by plim

gd paid but not easy hmm

lackin confidence

trying..

the only prob is TIME

so rush until ive got to

missed my Malaysian Studies class

i dont wan to miss any class

i dont enjoy ponteng classes

unless there s a reason

kay thats all

>> Saturday, June 7, 2008

Before

After

i went to cut my hair yesterday(Fri)..

quite satisfied..no more cabbage hair..

and i feel like a 16 years old gal now XD

dad prefer my old look(fringe) ..

so, see the difference now?

hair does affect a lot..

>> Friday, June 6, 2008

Things work out well sometimes. Yes, i believe =D I woke up quite early this morning and i felt rather tired and sleepy cause i slept at 3.30am last night. Blame myself. I reached coll safely without causing any trouble to other ppl and myself. hehe Just like what he said 'bang vase nevermind DON'T bang HUMAN'...which is true.I KNOW I KNOW. haha grandma was too worried and she called to ask if i reached coll already. and kept on telling me 'becareful ar when u drivin and see properly ar the traffic light'. never change till now. still the same sentences..sometimes it really annoys me cause i hate hearing the same thing being repeated again and again. But i understand, i know. She worries coz she cares. And i am happy. kay enough. i am being long winded again in my blog. After c.essential class, my gfs and i went to my house. When i reached my home gate, only i realise that i forgotten about Rainbow T____T i was so worried that time. I realy didnt meant to forget you Rainbow=( Truth is i really forgotten about it. felt so sorry and guilty. till now. Called her and explained to her. Hope she understand and dont angry larT____T had lunch at my house..i cooked something for them which is maggi mee my 'zui la sao' wan.. spent most of the time inside my room chit chattin while listen to some musics. After that we had our 2nd time lunch near ikhlas jaya there. The rain was quite heavy at that time and then it stops when we reach coll..submitted my form and attend for writing class. Ms Lilian is really a good lecturer. yeah!! finished watching 'xin bu liao qing'. thanks pmun for borrowing me the part2 dvds. See!! i said i'll return back to you very soon right? Prove. haha. enjoy your trip!