好喜欢下雨的感觉

可是久了会让人讨厌

都是summer最好。。（有了Mr.Sunny我什么都不怕）XD

我现在真的好无聊

这几天都很不开心

不知道要这么做才会开心起来。

以前的我 发生什么事情都很少会说出来

都是放在心里。

有的话都是和朋友说

不是普通朋友那种lah!

是比较close的那种。哈哈

家人呢？很少。

我觉得啊。。我变了。我真的变了。

现在的我，

不开心的时候第一个想到的人就是爸爸。

只是他才能帮到我。

‘她’说得对。

“能帮到你的人也就是爱你和疼你的人” full stop

说了。懂了。

难听的也说了。

我。。开始学会这么说出心里的话了。

真开心。哈哈！

我。。舒服了很多。

他们三个，也听了不少帮了我不少。谢啦！^^

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in dilemma. again. 

i called my auntie today to ask her bout my course thing.

since she s an accountant, i think she can help me out.

and i have to make this decision very fast and quick! :(

before that, i already make up my mind to take accounting&finance(major) wan..

but the head of account, Mr.Chan told us that if want to take acca in the future, 

then better choose only accounting. 

Reason is we have to take extra 1 more paper if we are major in acc&finance. 

also means that we have to pay for it. 

i cannot fully percaya with what he said lor

 gt some info frm some seniors and myauntie(whom i can trust).

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my final decison is made. yeah!! prob solve! =D

was asked to work tmr but i cant!! :( too bad too bad. 

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flowers...

i like to move it move it

u like to move it move it

we like to ...move it! =D

so fun workin with them.. no wayyy...

i am gonna miss that job so so much and the people over thr too!

oh wel..ive been workin for the same boss and company for a few times alr.

this was the forth time i work for thm if i am nt mistaken lar..

this function is buat for a weddin diner in shag-ri-la hotel( did i spel corectly?)

for a rich malay couple(super rich i heard) O__O

artificial flowers is much harder to decorate lor compare to real flowers.. :S

so basically what we do is.... "simple". yes, it is.

look at the pics below and u'l knw what i mean, i guess u'll knw it.

yes,i hope so XD but it hurts my fingers ler! T_T

sharp thing went inside my fingers..ouch!

but fun fun FUN !

when i walked in hor, what i saw was only flowers and flowers..

so prettyyyyy.. last time i did was flowers also..

realy hope tat in the future i ll get to see more flowers in my life.

hahahaha.. stop dreamin myee.

who knows huh, dream comes true XD

or mayb someday when u pass by a big and beutifulshop that decorate

with flowers all over and u will see me decoratin

and sellin flowers thr..nt bad ho?

mind stoppin by and say "hello" to myee ? :D

i luv FLOWERS! pretty things always make me happy :DDDD

just two days only. i was hired by "the boss" becoz they need people!

and becoz i am only doin part-time job! and i need $$. wahaha..

oh yea, get to knw some new frens thr too!

a pretty gal, siew fong. gues what? she's frm UCSI!

oh noo...the world s so small ... XD

and another gal, Jas frm ucsi too. and and others whom i dun reall talked to them.

omg omg. the world is so small!

I SAW THIS CHOW CHOW TODAY !! sooooo cuteeee but vry fierce oh.. he/she bark at me when i kacao him/her >__< align="center">

berries ivy red roses and yellow roses green leaves and watver..

but all "ga" wan..

soo soo ugly ar this photo :( no others wan so

terpaksa tis lar.. =.=

sick jor stil can show V_V

sleepless and sick again.. :(:(:(

lchin asked why today u looked so chan wan..

"sick jor lar".. :( cham or nt u say..

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I AM HOME.. heh.. just came back from public bank.. i finally got my own atm card. so what? actually i dont need a ATM card fornow..really.. but since dady wants me to apply one so i listen to him lar.. no harm to hav one. he says it s gd to hav one if someday i realy need it thn i ll find it useful woh.. haha..true true .. and MALAYsian, they macam siput babi.. they do things vry slowly like waitin gold tofall frm the sky. i waited for half an hour ther! while they goyang kaki talkin ther.. adui the procedures wont take thm half an hour okay. 15min gao tim lar.. sad for them.. -.-

had curry mee for lunch jus now.. :S i shldn hav it! i am so regret nw.. and and i MISSED mcd jus nw ! sobsob.. i miss mcd so much..

yeahhh yayyyy .... done with moral presentation..happienyaa~ so overall, it was okay. not excellent not cha.. siapa peduli.. miss dayang suka okey lar.. =DD i am QUITE satisfied with my presentation also. i was LESS panic this time. mayb bcoz the pppl are lesser today..this is one of the reason. less than 30 ppl i think. our presentation took around 30min to complete. aiayar i dont expect the audience will listen to us frm the start til the end ler..i mean yes they ll listen but wont so concentrate on our speech lor.. even i, i also lazy n tired wan to listen to them unless they are realy good and NOT boring. there is another group too. they did the topic war in debatin form.. ermm.. hw to say. what the teacher feels abt them.. i only knw i was nt listenin to them because the speech are TOO LONG.. SO LONG WINDED... OMG.. they came out wih a good idea to debate but.... vry different.. too many statements. kesian thm lar prepare so much and LONG but in the end.. nt that i am comparin or wat..

and and i listen to "you" :D i follow ur tips and it really works. haha. and with ur "weird slogan" *ahem*. hahaa.. i wont forget geh..


nap zZ

ahh... stil got assignments to do :( i hate film! and hehe.. i am so happy n ifeelproud of myself XD i didn knw i ll b able to come out wit a story i did yest.. sui yin nt a good one wih powerful words n sentecnes but it is vry good for me alr.. at least i knw I Can Do It. haha.. hoi sam hoi sam~


nap~


i'm yours.
i wonnnt hesitate no more~ no more~ it cannt wait..
i am yours~ ^,^V

hou teng mou? (;

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"Xia Yu Tian" by Nan Quan MaMa. - hou teng ler.. hehe.. =D

my final is just like another 3 weeks away frm now..

Office application which i hate the most in all the sub,

Film & arts which i think is the hardest among all,

and last one, moral studies which i think i dont need to study it

because i knw i am goin to faiL this.. hahaah XD NOOOO.. i wont let it FAIL.

"ni bu xiang ta" also from nan quan mama~. hou teng hou teng

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not in a vry good condition now.

myee fall sick! :( sobsob. it is really bad..

especially whn headache. flu..soretroat..

(foods are tasteless to me.. so sad :'( )

yesterday was really bad.. now a bit better? yes, i hope so.

last time during school time, i often take it as an excuse

to skip my class so that i didn hav to go to school

and ppl take k of me at home.. XD haha..

now, i feel like i dont need to do this anymore.

why did i do that? @@ i feel myself so childish er..

"fan yin" i wan to recover asap.

oh no.. i sleep so much that i almost forgot to do somethin

quite important. so, gotta stop here. ^^

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copied from xmin =D

09/12 (tue) - Moral studies ~ 2.30pm MPH, BLOCK A
11/12 (thurs) - Films ~ 2.30pm EXAM HALL
12/12 (fri) - OA ~ 10am EXAM HALL


just another 4 weeks more i am gonna say byebye to Foundation. =DD

and ther.. welcome Degree.. lots to cope with n follow i know!
But it would be so much fun! hehe

enjoy while study study while enjoy . this is how i enjoy my Uni life. luv it =D

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okay...so... lets start somethin... erm.. new? nothin new here XD
i just came back. and am so full! i knw ive got to wake up early tmr( 7am!), and am suppose to slp NOW!. but hor, i am not tired norsleepy. so..i m goin to enjoy my time now.. and do whatvr that i want to do.. awww...heaven! song betul. haha

so, yea..just now.. ve been do lots of talkin. and....i feel....so....good..wahaha.
everytime..whenever ther's somehin to talk about or somehtin tat i am vry into it, i ll automatically hav the will to continue talkin especially with the one i can rely on or simple..comfortable with. guess that i ve learned somethin frm you ..hahha.. and frm me also rite? XD


SPOILER!! i dont know what actually spoil my phone u knw.. somethin? i really dont know.. feelin insecure without the phone by my side ...i mean IF it really spoil jor lar.. MIRACLE happens. it turns back to quite normal and i HOPE it ll be okay. becoz i berat hati to get rid of it.. by my side for quite a long time already... got "gam qing" wan ma.. given a choice, btwen 850 and new one, i'd choose to have my bloved w850 back.


thank you so much for sharin all these with me. haha. and i started to feel that what i ve gained is much much more precious than what i ve learn in the class! haha.. ai...now i knw why i seldom say out "something" with diff people around me. it actually depends on "WHO". who i m goin to tell or share with. it is my choice and not othr ppl. thats why i wouldn give any advice to any people since evry human bein is diff and hav diff poin of view. unless... I Know You..


gd nite blog.
sweet dream my friends.

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i am wishing upon the "star"..that the clock would stop and bring me back to past. bring me back..and i will do a lot a lot of things. i will do a lot a lot of changes.. bring me back please..
If i were given a chance to do so, i wouldnt miss anything that i want to do to improve to make it better...much much better than now. i believe that i would be a better person if i could do so..
But one thing i am sure of ...is.. It Is Never Too Late to Learn now.


what is the time now? after this, i will continue watchin an anime name "Clannad" which recommended by my fren.. and ofcourse this is the very first anime that ive evr watch before! never really into anime stuff since i was born. haha.. and because of this, i'd like to try to watch one.
i dont know if i would get addicted to it or not..like how i addicted to drama. No No No.

oh no! tmr my coll gals and i will have a rehearsal for our moral presentation at 1pm.
i am still thinkin on how to talk on the 4 factors : enviromental factors, biological factors, gender identity devolopment, and homo peers influences. The first two really give me a headache lar.. sigh sigh sigh..

But, no big deal lar.. "if you think you can you can" jiayou! ( i know it's a bit lou tou, bt who cares?) as long as it works on me then fine.. :D



gdnite blog.



*i miss the baby poodle*
*i cant stop thinkin of him*
*i am happy that i ve met you in 05*

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this is typical tiny toy poodle baby.. baby roseee... so so cuteee..

this baby poodle is almost the same like the one

i saw yesterday..they look so alike. same color same hairr

same size same nose? i duno. both are same cute :D

the only difference is this one is 1 week older..

i remember one of my old fren Eileen she had a toy poodle too ..

her mother bought it for her.. long long time ago..year 2000..

8 years old puppy.. -.- i dont knw if its still alive or not..

that time she brings her cute lil puppy along to my hse and we play with it..

pity tat puppy.

she bought it for 4000 ++.. and now they are seelin it at a lower price..

but ofcourse, diff type diff value..

dog,hamster,and rabbits. since i was vry young

i pernah have all of them.. but no longer with me now..

bcos..they are all in heaven now..

my fault.. :(

so, until now... my dad, oh not only my dad,

my whole family, they dont allow me to keep pets anymore.

especially puppy.

the reasons are...

time.

passion.

money( i ve got no money to provide them foods XD)

and

place( they re allowed to sleep with me i dun mindXD)

haha.. i kalah. i ve to accept it that i really canot manage to jaga

a puppy baik baik..

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missed out somethin.. erm.. the uncle who cheated on me the uncle who took away my 20 ringgit. i gave him willingly wan not he took away. -.- and now.. yest that uncle he gave me back the money and said he'll giv me a call if he get one for me. NO no no.. i am not goin to trust him anymore. Even IF he is not lyin also, i pun tak akan believe lagi ler..

..tat uncle didnt spend the 20 ringgit minum kopi. :SSS

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3th of nov was bwah 19th bday :) happy bday girl although i knw u wont see my wish to u here. they bought her something very SPECIAL ! when i saw it, my reaction was like.. " OH MY..." HAHA we were too embarrased to show it to everybody. so we brought her to the next table whr thr are less people. it was so so funny lor.. when she opened the present. well.. i am not gonna tell u'll what it is since i dont feel like lettin other ppl know except us ( u knw who u r lar ;) )
hope she will like it XD

next is... erm.. yea.. spent two days huntin for shoes and blouse. For my presentation. i am really bad in lookin for shoes, really. :S finally, i got one frm vincci which i already put it away. really dont like it. and it hurts! too bad. and it's cheap. RM39.9 around this amount.

Not satisfied. went to pyramid today. with kann n ymy. at last.... hehe.. got a pair frm calorino. rm79.9. no discount somemore. but i like it lor. :D cheryl bought one too..frm larrie or larry.

i am goin to kill somebody already. he totally forgotten about the thing i want from him. gik sei..


mommy cming back to kl tonight.. =D might be goin thr tomorrow night. not sure yet.. :S or maybe not. hmm....

i am so hungry now. while waitin for the foods to get ready, i blog a lil ler..hehe..

myee...is learnin how to calm herself down whenevr she gets angry again. -.-

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I HATE THAT!

I HATE THAT!

I HATE EVERYTHING !


down :'(

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i am not tired.. just.. erm.. sleepy.. yea.. -.-

funny woman. hou choi ler.. if not..sien sei lor..


.. dont ever look down on auntie! haha.. so daMX PRO tao! :S


shock me :S


inhale...


exhale... dont breathe for me okay. thx.. cool~


1 word horse = set bai :( ( S-shape got lar ) ! lolx



whole body in pain.. bet my fren also. wahaha @@

okay lar.. no strength already.

gdnite blog

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yum cha..

207 posts..

terus 3 days i was out for yc..
same people same place.. haha

last night was terrible. i slept at 4am!! you say cham mou?
-......-

sleep until 13.00pm.. and then i asked my grandma "why didnt wake me up?"
" last night you so late only sleep, let you sleep longer lor..".

wa...hou hoi..never get scolded frm her.. XD

tonight i am goin out again.. ofcourse..not yc again. =D

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Baby boy永远永远手牵手
一步两步一起走
永远永远要记得
我们要一起生活

不管晴天的时候
不管下雨的时候
不放开手到永久
我们要一起生活

眼泪 她为你流过 也为自己掉过
对於你们的爱 她总是抱着坚强的笑容
错过那些时间 谢谢她的守候
是时候 紧紧牵她的手 带她到你的城堡里

最近还好吗 想念的心开不了口
枯想着你有没有好好过 担心着你每天生活
你好吗 最近如何 照顾身体工作加油
我一个人也会勇敢好好过 不让你担心多一秒
想念着 每天每秒我们故事 每天每秒说好的事
两个人一起散步 是最浪漫的事
你是我的天使 给我力量能够坚持

那些关心问候 翅膀一样的双手 
是我最幸福的所有
心里面有你建的角落 
脆弱时我能够躲一躲
你爱我 像翅膀一样温柔的手 
我要抱着你不要再错过
你的爱 是最蓝那片天空 
cuz baby girl I’m coming back home

Baby boy永远永远手牵手
一步两步一起走
永远永远要记得
我们要一起生活

不管晴天的时候
不管下雨的时候
不放开手到永久
我们要一起生活

幸福 少了你在身边不会完整
人潮中朝你走来那张可爱微笑的脸孔
这份爱 不是悸动 守护一辈子的感动
这段路踏着幸福的每一步一起牵着手

心疼你会睡不好 总是缩在床的一角
我要回来给你依靠 哄你看你笑着睡着
照片里 你的微笑 我们甜蜜得打闹
好希望微风把思念 代替我亲吻你嘴角
想念着 每天每秒我们故事 每天每秒说好的事
约定好去看的风景 爱谱成了诗
你就是我的天使 给我力量能够坚持

阳光灿烂午後 我又在街上走 
你的影子不再寂寞
想到你的身边到不了 
像个路人般看热闹
经过那个属於我们的转角 
走过两个人曾经逛的街
那些店 还有熟悉的画面 
oh baby girl I’m coming back home

Baby boy永远永远手牵手
一步两步一起走
永远永远要记得
我们要一起生活

不管晴天的时候
不管下雨的时候
不放开手到永久
我们要一起生活

没有办法想像 那画面
一个孤独的背影走在 小公园
一颗心 需要暖 一双手 需要牵
故事要有美好结局 需要两双手来写
永远 不是只出现在童话里的梦
在身边 眼泪加了蜜糖甜
这句点 要完美画在无名指上
承诺的开始
恋人们 要一起珍藏

bearbear family (:

hoho..hao ke ai (^@^)

cookies cookies .. deliciouss

momo n i @ ...monster..

strawberry

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Tau fu fa!

i luv tau fu fa
i luv HSM3
i luv my bear

and...

I LOVE HER... she's home! haha.. so happy to see her now every day and night.


myee is so scared of hantu! >,<

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